PROLOUGE

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Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction , names , characters , events , places are only product of the authors wild imaginations. Any resemblance to actual scene , person , or any oyher things are purely coincidental.

This story is not edited, it might have typographical and gramatical errors. Bear with me.

The story contains mature themes and language that are not suitable for young readers.

Read at your own risk.

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"IM SORRY EMIRA" buong pagsisising sabi niya sa harap ko.

"SO THAT EXPLAINS, YOUR REPLIES, ON HOW YOU. TREAT ME, NAG IBA NA HINDI KATULAD NG DATI" umiiyak kong sabi sa harap niya.

"HINDI MO MAN LANG BA AKO NAAPPRICIATE KAHIT KONTI? HMMM? ".now i looked desperate.

"ITS NOT THAT''pag angal niya sa sinabi ko.

"THEN WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE ME? "

"IM REALLY SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO HURT YOU EMI"

"YOU JUST DID RYLE! "

Realization hit me.

"PARANG ANG DALI KO NAMANG IWANAN AH, PALAGING GANITO. "

I am starting to think that he didnt even love me.

"ALAM KO MATAAS ANG PRIDE KO PERO HINDI KASING TAAS NG PAGMAMAHAL AT PAGKATAO MO.

KASI-

ANG HIRAP MONG ABUTIN."

Sa pagkakkataong kasabay ng kanyang pagtungo ay ang pagbagsak ng kanyang mga luha.

"MAHAL LANG NAMAN KITA,AKO YUNG PARATING NANDITO PARA SAYO!  SAAN BA KO NAGKULANG?!"

Tumawa ako ng sarkastiko sa kanya dahol hindi siya nakaimik sa sinabi ko.

Ngunit agad ding nabawi ang tawa ko nang mag angat siya ng tingin sa akin ay bumuhos muli ang mga luha ko.

"I CAME BACK TO YOU BECAUSE I KNOW YOU'RE HURTING"

He said in a low voice.

"SANA HINDI MO NALANG AKO BINALIKAN KASI MAS DUMOBLE YUNG SAKIT" i was crying and sobbing hardly.

Sa sinabi niya ay mas lalong sumakit at nanikip ang dib dib ko gusto ko siyang sumbatan ngunit wala ring mag babago.

"ANG SABIHIN MO NAAWA KA SAKIN! PWES I DONT NEED YOUR FUCKING PITY!"

" THATS WHY I SAID TO YOU BEFORE THAT YOU SHOULD MOVE ON AND FIND SOMEONE BETTER THAN ME! " sabat niya sa akin.

"LET ME TALK PLEASE! PARA NAMAN MABAWASAN YUNG SAKIT KAHIT PAPAANO" i spat at him angrily.

" PAANO AKO HAHANAP NG IBA KUNG IKAW PARIN!  IKAW LAGI! PURO IKAW! "

I think anytime i would faint but i have the strenght to shout at him.

" I WAS BUSY THINKING OF MY FUTURE WITH YOU WHILE YOURE BUSY REGRETTING THAT YOU CAME BACK"

I should stop now. This is the last time.

"MAHAL NA MAHAL KASI KITA, PERO BAKIT ANG SAKIT MO NAMANG MAHALIN? "

Sabi ko sa maliit na boses upang pigilan muli ang paghagulhol sa harap niya.

"THATS WHY IT FEELS SURREAL THAT YOU LOVED ME THEN"

Confusion was written on his face when i said those words.

" DAHIL GANOON RIN ANG PINAGMULAN. HINDI MAKATOTOHANAN AT WALANG KATOTOHANAN"

He has the urge to talk this time but i cut him of with my last words.

before i walk out

before i vanished to his life, because im just part of his journey afterall

"KASI-

"KATHANG ISIP".

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