Doubts Arise

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Dear Diary,

Today's battle was tiring. It was amazing to watch Pittashree fight from so close. I going with Ang Raj Karn first. The battle ended in a draw with him praising me and accusing evil things on pitashree. I killed about 1000 soldiers today and challenged pithmah. My fathers were very proud!

However, I cannot help but feel a little uneasy. When I glanced today's sunset, I couldn't help but feel that I would be seeing it for the last time. It's not like I am afraid to die- but not before I touch my child's hands and adore his face.

I don't know if I shall ever write again. I went and sat with father and it seemed that he could sense my worry. But now I know getting tensed will not change destiny. I made Utthara promise that she will take care of herself and our child. She gave a confused look.

I saw Matha as she welcomed me proudly. I hope she knows how much I adore her and want her to be confident that whatever I do I shall always put my head up.

Whatever destiny has in waiting for me, I shall accept it bravely. I shall make my father smile proudly whenever he thinks of me. I shall never let my Mamashree's training go fruitless. He trusted me and that is the biggest gift I'll ever have.

xxx
Abhimanyu

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