sunday flew by. i was hoping it would never end. i didn't wanna face pete at work, but unfortunately i had to. it was monday i heard my alarm go off and woke up. the apartment was still quiet jenny hadn't come home yet. the silence felt heavy. i was moving slow not caring if i was late. i took a shower and put on clothes i decided to put on a cute outfit in hopes it would boost my mood.
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i felt horrible about what happened with pete and i. but i couldn't be late for work i grabbed my purse and alex texted me he was waiting for me outside. he brought me a coconut berry red bull which also boosted my mood. we walked to work together. i told him everything. he was upset that i cut things off but he understood. we arrived to work we went in the office where everyone was. i found myself looking for pete when i first walked in. i locked eyes with him and gave him a slight smile he nodded his head and looked away continue talking. after everything we got our assignments. alex and i were helping some of the other cast memebers when i noticed pete was gone he hadn't gotten fitted yet. so i decided to go to his dressing room with the clothes we brought for him. i was outside the door for five minutes trying to decide if i wanted to go in or just let alex take over. i felt this rush of power come over me and in one swift motion i was opening the door and walking in. i stopped dead in my tracks when i saw it. there was pete with one of the assistants straddled across his lap. he looked at me and his eyes widened. "you sure do move on fast" i said walking over hanging the clothes up on the rack. i looked back one more time before walking out "he's really good with his hands by the way" i said to the girl in his lap. with that i walked out and slammed the door. i know i had no right to be mad because i'm the one who ended it, but that was two days ago, how does someone move on that fast. i don't get it. maybe he didn't actually care about me. maybe it was all an act. i was snapped out of my thoughts when i heard pete call my name. "blair wait" he semi yelled. i turned swiftly on my heel "what pete?" i said with attitude. "you know you have no right to be mad you were the one who said you weren't ready you were the one that didn't want us" pete said "i know what i said pete and obviously it was good thing cause you moved on in less than two days" i replied "you call that moving on that girl came into my dressing room and came onto me i don't even know her name" he said "okay pete i don't have time for this i have work to do" i turned around and walked off. i felt his eyes burning in my back. at this point i didn't care. i wanted to feel nothing. i texted jenny. blair- heyy jenny you're coming back tonight right? jenny- yeah why what's up blair- cause i wanna go out tonight you wanna jenny- yess ofc. we getting fucked up? blair- that was my plan lol jenny- ok period. i'm down with that i shut off my phone and went back to continue to help alex. after work alex walked me home. i told him what had happened with pete earlier. he thought pete was still into me. i wasn't so sure about that. i got home. jenny was there and getting ready. we decided to pregame. we each took two shots of vodka. and we finished getting ready. i wore this dress
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jenny kept hyping me up telling me how sexy i looked. i felt good about myself. before we left we took one more shot. our first club was a bust it wasn't hype enough for us. we moved to the second where we had a few drinks. and soon we moved to the third. we took some more shots for a total of 8 shots tonight. we were both pretty drunk soon i saw jenny leave with a cute guy. she texted me letting me know and i said ok. i took a two more shots cause i wanted to be fucked up. soon i was done with all the dancing and everything. i walked outside only to realize jenny took the car. i was stranded. i was too drunk to call and uber and i wasn't thinking straight. i called the first person in my recents. it was pete. he picked up on the second ring. "hii pete" i slurred "hellooo blair how are you?" i could feel him smile through the phone. "i'm okayy are you ok i'm sorry about earlier" i said not even thinking about the words coming out. "it's okay don't worry about it. are you drunk?" i heard him ask i also heard some other people in the background but i didn't acknowledge it. "maybe just a little bit" i slurred. i heard him chuckle "you want me to pick you up" he asked. "yes please" "ok." with that he hung up. i sent him my location not thinking i'd be able to type right now. i was waiting for a bit, and my feet were hurting so i took my heels off. i also sat down. 20 mins later i saw pete pull up. he had someone with him in the front seat. it was colson. pete got out and helped me up and into the back seat of his car. "hi i'm blair" i slurred reaching my hand out to shake colsons hand. "i know how you are pete doesn't shut up about you" he said. i saw pete hit him in the shoulder. "aww pete really that's so cute" i slurred. he just smiled in response. "hey can we get food i'm really hungry" i said. "yeah what do you want?" pete answered back. "ummmm" i thought for a bit suddenly i gasped "MCDONALDS" i screamed. they both laughed. we went to the drive thru "i want a 10 piece and fries and umm i want a dr pepper to drink" i said i got my food and ate in the back seat i soon realized that pete was taking me to his house. we got there and pete helped me walk in. colson decided to leave. it was just me and pete. it would've been more awkward if i was sober. i was waiting on the couch and he brought me clothes. i went to his room to change. the zipper on my dress was stuck so i called for pete. he came in thinking something was wrong. "can you help me get the zipper down?" i asked. "yeah sure" i felt his fingers on my skin. the zipper came down and the dress fell to the floor i wasn't wear a bra or panties. pete quickly turned around "shit sorry i didn't realize you didn't have underwear on" he said i put on the shirt and pants he gave me and crawled into his bed. "pete will you lay with me" i asked. he nodded his head. i laid on his chest. i missed him i wanted to be with him. "pete" i said looking up at him he looked down "what's up" "i'm sorry i really am i didn't wanna hurt you i wanna be with you so badly but i'm not ready. i don't have the heart to ask you to wait for me." i said the alcohol slowly wearing off. "blair calm down it's ok i understand. you don't need to be upset. i wanna wait for you and i will you are the most amazing girl i've ever met. i don't want anyone else." "thank you pete" it felt so relieving to hear him say that. a wave of exhaustion hit me and i fell asleep in a better mood than i woke up in.
