It been 5 days since Jack last texted me. I am both worry and honestly mad. But not mad at him but mad at myself.
I been worrying all day, trying to manifest all day, worrying over and over. I was in class, minding my business and hoping that he will text me soon.
I saw the kik icon pop up, thinking it was Keenann. But when I check Keenann the icon didn't dissapeared. I immediately thought of Jack, in a weird way my stomach drop a bit but I was so relieved.
He starts apologizing for being away for so long and for not texting me. He did end up explaining why he was away which made me feel more happy and comfortable.
I reply with "Well I am thankful you are okay and happy. I was worried over you for days!"
Its pretty true, I was worried for days on end. Hoping he will text me.
I been super worried, I was nervous and scared, not knowing what to do next.
I honestly am so impatient when it comes to texting so I was checking every second. Jack then replies back to me, saying "I am so sorry hun, I promise to not leave you waiting again, okay?". I am so relieved, I just want to keep talking to him for like the next few hours.
I then thought, what if I do manifest that? I quickly thought and day dream about me and Jack texting and then left it be. Then funny enough, he was just in a super chatty mood, I could feel that he was extremely happy and even in love.
A part of me become worried that it was Linnaea but instead Jack started to rant on and on and on about how much he missed me and how he doesn't want us to ever be separated for that long.
As I read that, my body started to warm up, feeling his happy and lovey energy. It is such a nice feeling to feel that. It is just so comforting, so warm, so positive.
We start to chat on everything. We talked about how it was, what happened in those days, how we each felt about that, etc etc.
I am just blushing behind the screen, smiling and even giggling at times. Just texting him felt so amazing, so loving.
Its also pretty funny how he can turn a little possessive at times. "I don't ever want anyone else to have you." "I want you to myself" "I only love you and you only" are some of what he says to me. Its honestly so cute and adorable!
I smile so much and blush while reading those, it shows how much he truly does love me.
We talked for hours on hours on hours! Then of course, I had to do work and go to sleep. I didn't want to conversation to end but I have to sleep for school, which either way, only had 3 classes!
I say good bye and good night to him, he is a bit upset I have to go and makes me promise him that I will be back tomorrow. I roll my eyes and smile, promising that I will.
I continue with my work, getting my classes all done, and then going to sleep, thinking all about the conversations I had with Jack, replaying each and every moment.
I then fell asleep smiling and happy, eager for the next day to continue talking to Jack.
I am so grateful for this working out and the universe, the moon, and the stars for helping me out. I feel so so so happy and excited for what's next in store for me. I am so grateful to have this polyamorous relationship and to have it be an amazing experience and time for me. I am so grateful for all the positive changes and how I am slowly turning into my dream self. I am so grateful for everything that is being given to me. Thank you so much universe, the moon, and the stars for giving this relationship and helping me keep and improve the relationship. Thank you for allowing me to have such powerful manifestation, I am incredibly grateful for this power I am gifted with, I will always be so grateful for this power that has been gifted to me💕💕
