I was chilling for a couple hours after I texted Jack about me regretting what I said.
He comforted me a lot, even though I was unsure. I knew that he loves me a lot, yet I was unsure of the competition between me and Linnaea.
It left me with a mixed emotion of peace and uncertainty.
Did she even love me in the end??? Why does Jack love me so much??? So many unsolved questions I needed answers to.
I kept getting thoughts of getting rid of her, I knew in myself that they were trying to trick me, so I didn't follow through with that.
But, the word, manifestation. It kept popping into my mind. Manifest him, get him, you can still win this game.
He is obsessed with you, he loves you, pull him closer to you, let him get into your heart
I kept hearing that, I couldn't ignore my intuition and thoughts, even if I wanted to.
But I smiled and blushed while thinking of him, why? Why did I??? Was a love spell or a manifestation cast on me?? But why did it feel so good????
So many questions, what can possibility be the answer to these??
I wanted these questions to be answered so badly, but it was so late. Is he awake at this time??? Maybe?
I kept thinking about it, thinking about how could he possibly still love me?
Even when I asked if Linnaea will be the favorite now, he was unsure.
"Maybe, I'm not sure"
He texted to me. That uncertainty, I could tell that he didn't want to favorite Linnaea at all, he just wanted to play with me. He was quick to switch the subject as well...
I got more and more curious, what does these all mean???
I went to use my tools to help me figure this out.
I asked my pendulum "Is Jack a yandere for me?" I got the answer of yes.
I was so shocked, is it true??? I mean, I know my pendulum is bonded to me, it can't be incorrect...right?
I didn't know what to do about that information.
I then received a text from Jack
"Hey! How are you?"
"I love you so much, I am like obsessed with you"
He's obsessed with me?! Those words shocked me, but in a crazy way, it felt very nice.
I replied to him
"Hey! I am pretty good, how about you? I also love you!"
I debated on asking about the obsessed part but I decided to not ask.
"I am pretty okay as well, Linnaea is hogging all the food again"
He replied, of course she would do that, I knew Linnaea was jealous of me and wanted Jack's love more. I couldn't blame her but I felt like she hated me for that.
"Of course she would do that, y'all really need extra food! I wish I could have the food y'all have tbh"
I replied, it was true, I was so hungry and was a bit jealous that they got to eat all they wanted but I couldn't. But I didn't mind at all.
"I can send some money or food to you. I still want you to get at least a little bigger!"
"Tbh, I want you to be bigger than Linnaea, I want you way more than Linnaea, I wish you and Linnaea could switch places"
