I was at home laying on my bed, thinking about what the fuck I just did.
Giveon - Like I want you was playing full blasted in the background as I stared into my ceiling.
I didn't even know where I stood with Carti, so should I even be feeling all this guilt right now?
I smacked my lips and grabbed my phone. My finger hovered over the "Call" button over Cartis contact number.
"The fuck are you gon say to him girl?" I asked myself.
Fuck it.
The song cut off and it rang a couple of times before I heard a voice on the other side of the phone.
"You good baby?" Carti asked, sounding like he'd just woken up.
Damn.
"Y-yeah, was just wondering where you was at." I said choking up.
I don't know if he'd forgot that he said he was gon come back. I feel like I was buggin him. But on some real shit, where the fuck he been at?
"Damn my bad I was out. I thought you might've been sleeping so I came home for a nap." He said.
"Oh igh its coo, just ringing to see if you were good" I said lying through my teeth.
I didn't even know why I rang this nigga in the first place.
"Word you ain answer my calls so I assumed you was sleeping. Can I come over?" He asked as I could hear him getting up.
I paused and bit my lip.
I quickly got up and looked at the hickies on my neck in the mirror.
Fuck mayne.
"Nique?" He questioned on the other side.
"Um y-yeah sure." I said with my hand on forehead.
"Ight bet, see you in a bit ma." He said before hanging up.
I rummaged through my wardrobe looking for a hoodie.
I grabbed Pierres random hoodie and threw it on, tying the hood around my head preventing my neck from being shown.
I gotta tell Carti right?
I quickly smoked a blunt, relaxing my nerves before Carti showed up.
A couple minutes later I heard a car pull into my driveway and a knock on my door.
I ran downstairs quickly opening my front door.
He came in and hugged me tightly. I rested my head on his chest feeling at ease.
We sat in the lounge and I just stared at him. He shook his leg up and down anxiously, as if he wanted to say something.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Yo imma keep it a buck, I needa tell you sumn." He said seriously.
My eyebrows came together and a wave of nervousness came over me.
Does this nigga not like me :(
