Stavros 7: Too Good At Goodbyes

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"Uhm..." unti-unti kong iminulat ang mga mata ko ng maramdaman ang mga mumunting halik sa aking hubad na likuran kasunod niyon ay ramdam ko ang pagngiti nito sa aking balat. "I'm still sleepy and sore, Nolve..." I said in raspy and sleepy voice.

He chuckles and pulled me closer to him."I know liebe... Thank you for loving me that much..." he said lovingly. Malayong malayo sa Nolve na ginising ko kagabi. Halos pasikat na ang araw ng makapagpahinga na ako ng tuluyan. Last night is unforgettable one. Akala ko ay madudurog nya ako dahil sa way ng pag-angkin nya sa akin. It was pleasurable and a good kind of pain. Parang pinagkaitan siya ng sex for long time at ngayon lang ulit nakatikim. Kaya pakiramdam ko ay parang jelly and buong katawan ko sa panghihina. I can feel some bruises and marks in my skin dahil sa pagkakaumpog at tama kung saan.

Napadaing ako ng matamaan niya ang siko ko agad naman itong napaupo at alalang alalang tiningnan iyon. I can see pain and regrets in his eyes...

"N-Nolve... It's okay. Tumama lang ito kagab---NOLVE!" sa gulat ko ay hinila nito ang kumot palayo sa akin at nakaramdam ako ng pagkailang ng suriin niya ang bawat parte ng katawan ko. He saw some bruises and spank marks. Kitang kita ko ang pangangalit ng mga bagang nito at sunud sunod ang mga murang inuusal nya para sa sarili. Agad kong inilayo ang mga kamay ko mula rito at niyakap siya ng mahigpit.

"I shouldn't took you that way... Damn! I'm such a je--"

"Shut up, Nolve! I want it too okay?! I pushed you to take me that way! So fucking stop blaming yourself and kiss me good morning!" I hissed na kinabigla nito. Agad kong sinamantala iyon at hinalikan siya sa mga labi na agad naman nyang tinugunan. Napangiti ako habang magkahinang ang mga labi namin bago tinapos ang halik." Good morning, husband. Please, tell me... You are hungry with foods as much as your soldier is hungry for me..." I whispered in naughty tone.

Niyakap naman nya ako ng mahigpit tsaka humiga ito habang ako ay nasa dibdib nito.

"Just a minute... Need to calm him first... Breakfast is ready..." tsaka nginuso ang coffee table sa loob ng silid namin... Not the pleasure room... Our real bedroom... May breakfast na nakahanda roon... I can see my favorite Filipino breakfast meal...

"You cooked?" malambing kong tanong rito.

"Hmm..." he hummed and kissed my hair. "I still have a heart to feed you your favorite Tapsilog and black coffee after that unforgettable love making" anito na ikinangiti ko.

Love making... Not fuck... Not sex...  Not kinky fuck.

Love making.

"I'm hungry... Please be a good husband and feed me real foods now... Liebe..." malambing kong utos rito habang nakatingala sa mukha niya. I can see fondness in his eyes while looking at me. I am so inlove with this man and it hurts me so much thinking about the uncertainties in the future. I hope this day won't end... I hope this will last forever...

"I love you..." he whispered that made my heart throbs in pain and happiness. Loving Renolve made me realized things... Like we can be happy and hurt at the same time... That sometimes, we need to make drastic decisions for so much love we feel for a person. That we need to hurt our loveones to be able to fight for them... To protect and keep them safe... Sometimes love means... A painful goodbye.

After we ate our breakfast, I asked Nolve to tour me around the manor... Though it will takes a week to see the whole thing so we ended up roaming around the best spots like the sunroom, theater room, library, the indoor garden, his own man cave, my personal space, and bunso's room na ikinamangha ko dahil halos ang isang floor sa east wing ay okupado niyon. He told me that bunso will stay with us in the master's bedroom till she decided to sleep on her room. Our master's bedroom is on the floor above bunso's. May secret passage pa iyon patungo sa room ng anak namin.