The Assassin (Dixison)

Don't

I've sat here for 10 minutes and now my mind is going back to the fair and how happy she made me feel. now my mind starts wondering to the ferris wheel  and our talk before I asked her to be my girlfriend.

thats when I looked into the backseat and see the big bear I won her and I look at the one she won me. she didn't grab the one I won, well since I guess we're no longer together.. well I think.. I don't know.

"you know what? fuck it" I say out loud as I get out of the car.

Addisons POV

I get out of the shower and start drying myself off. that whole shower was just filled with memories of dixie. memories of us in the shower, memories of us at the fair, and memories of our fight. another thing is that before I took my shower I looked in the mirror and saw the blood. the weird thing is, it turned me on and I found it really attractive. is that weird... probably.

I wrap the towel around me and walk out not really paying attention. I all of a sudden hear someone clear their throat causing me to jump, knock something over, and drop my towel. I quickly look to my bed and see dixie laying on it with her back against my headboard.

"what was that?!" I hear my mom yell. "nothing just slipped at little, I'm fine!" I yell back and quickly grab my towel from off the floor and wrap it around me. "how the hell did you get in here?!" I whispered yelled at her. she nods to the window and moves to the edge of my bed closer to me. I just roll my eyes and start looking for clothes.

"why'd you cover yourself so fast, nothing I haven't seen already" I hear her say and I turn back to look at her "yeah well apparently we aren't together anymore and I don't hook up with random people sooo..." I sassed back.

"we never confirmed that" she says softly and I look at her with an eyebrow raised. "yeah well it sure seemed like you did" I say sternly and turn back to open my drawer and grab some shorts. "adds- I- I'm just scared" she says with her voice cracking. "wow, who knew dixie D'Amelio could be scared" I say clearly not actually giving a shit.

"I am when it comes to losing the people I care about" she says softly. I quickly soften at her words and turn back to her. she's looking to the ground so I walk over to her and lift her chin up. I throw the clothes I already have on my bed and I cup her face with both hands.

"dixie the only way you'd lose me is if you push me away" "I'm sorry I let my sister get in my head, I don't want to lose you adds. I just got you and you've helped me feel things finally, I don't feel as numb anymore" she says.

I didn't know how to express how her words made me feel so instead the only thing I could do to express myself was to kiss her. I connect our lips softly and she kisses back right away. the kiss starts off soft and slow but starts getting rougher and needier.

I straddle her waist as we're still sitting up but not long after she slowly lays down and I follow so the kiss doesn't break. I hover above her with my wet hair making a curtain around us. I feel a tug on my towel and feel it fall off.

I felt weird from being on top but that changed quickly because she flipped us. she pins my hands above my head and starts leaving a trail of kisses down my jaw to my neck. my mouth falls open as I try not to let a moan out. 

"di- dix, we need to stop" I whimper out as it's getting harder to suppress my moans. thankfully she listens and stops her attack on my neck. "sorry, it's hard to resist" she smirks and looks down at my naked body under her. "eyes up here" I laugh and she looks back up at me and kisses me softly.

"can I change now?" I ask as I break the kiss. "nope" she says without hesitation and flops next to me and pulls me into her. "can I at least put underwear on?" "fine" she says playfully acting annoyed.

I sit up and put my underwear on and look back to her as she smirks at me. I roll my eyes and playfully hit her. "why do I have to be the only one naked?" I ask and her smirk grows and she starts striping.

we're now both naked except for underwear and I'm laying on her chest with the blanket only covering us halfway. she's also just softly drawing shapes on my back. "whats this one from?" I ask as I trace one of her scars "adds" she warned. "please" I sit up a little and pout at her "fine" she sighs.

"it's from a time where I got tortured and the person cut me with a knife because I refused to tell them what they needed" "wait you were tortured?" I ask as I sit myself up and look at her worried. "yeah, it's fine though. the person that did it is now dead" she try's to reassure me but that didn't help at all.

"did it hurt?" "no" she says without any hesitation. "is this also from the same person?" I ask as I trace the one next to it. "no and lets not talk about it anymore, one at a time, please" "okay" I say and rest my head on her chest again.

"hey princes?" "yeah?" I mumble against her neck as I feel like I'm about to fall sleep. "I think it's time for me to go back to my car" "what, no. stay, you're comfortable and warm" "what about your parents?" "they never come in here and I wake up before they do in in the morning" I say as I try reasoning with her. 

"are you sure?" "yeah, I'm also safest in your arms" I try giving her another reason for her to stay. "okay goodnight mamas" she whispers and I feel her kiss my head "goodnight" I mumble and tighten my grip around her as I nuzzle into her neck more leaving a soft kiss before I fall asleep.

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next chapter a lot of shit is about to go down :)