12am, its been a long day. But when 2am rolls around and you're still awake you chalk it up to restlessness or depression. Then 4am hits and you're ill, somethings troubling you. So what about 6, 7, 8 and you still cant sleep? When a million thoughts bounce around in your head and wont just stop. That song you obsessed over today, is now your worst enemy. That important person you lost keeps haunting your head as if they'd been unfairly stripped from this world; their spirit took the puzzle of you mind and shook it up leaving scattered pieces everywhere with only a few still connected. Is this headache from sleep deprivation or anxiety this time, or maybe its cuz I havent eatin in 8 hours since I first tried to sleep. Oh well, *rolls over and tries yet again*, not like I had anything better to do.
"I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning"
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RandomJournal Entries, Random Thoughts, and Apologies: Sorry, this isn't really meant to be entertaining, just me venting cause no one else will listen. If you can relate then maybe you'll understand.
