Dear long lost friend,
Uhm.. happy birthday. I don't think you'll ever see this but I guess I just needed to let you know I didn't forget. Like you once said, you're etched in stone in my mind. I was wrong and I'm sorry, you stood by the whole time even though I couldn't see it and I shouldn't have doubted you. This is all close to being over and I guess its almost time to say farewell, its been really hard letting you go..
Things are looking up, I'm trying to move on, but dont worry about me I met a girl who makes everything make sense again, I'll figure this out. Be happy and keep being the amazing person I know, you were my best friend and I'll always cherish that. Dye your hair, get in trouble, have fun and smile; your whole life is ahead of you. It's not over til its over.
"Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my controlFlying at the speed of light
Thoughts we're spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go(Oh) I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't gotSitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so(Oh) I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got"
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