I hate my head sometimes because It confuses me
Memories drown out the logic and lust floods out the pain
My dreams they are some me but some are merely hope
Even when I go days, weeks, and months you always seem to linger
Like a curse put on me by God telling me to help your soul
My thoughts of you are full of disgust but I can't help but smile
You anger me in ways I can't even comprehend
The fear of seeing you aches all the time in my head
I hate that I long for your touch and your tight embrace
But in the end I hate my head because in it you hold your place
