"anyways Roro I'll get going"then she whispered something "no calls I'll just be the one to call you"
"will you be home tonight?"
"not quite sure but I'll try"
"aww that's sad but be safe okay?"
"yes sweetie, and don't worry I'll call you once I'm done and uuwian kita HAHAHAHA"
"okay you promise ha sakin ka kaagad diretso"
"yes ma'am bye take care okay?"
"no you take care"then we both laughed the she kissed my forehead then she whispered
"mukhang selos si crushie mo Roro my gash look at him"
"ano ka ba tumigil ka nga don't me I don't wanna make asa"
"HAHAHA sabi mo eh bye"
then when I turned to him he looked furious and wala sa mood
"if your trying to make me jealous I'm telling you your wasting your time stop this shit coz it ain't working" see diba I told you that's why I don't want to make asa
"oh I'm not she's actually Alexis Santiago the CEO slash owner of The Santiago Corp which is famous for their 5 star hotels and restaurants" tsk kainis what does he think of me? then he went silent
then I laughed " oh your funny ano yon I'm head over heels to someone who is gay tapos I'll make him selos pa using a girl?"he just rolled his eyes
and the usual me na walang care started to talk and talk to him about nonsense thingy and then I went to the kitchen then fixed everything I was about to sit down when I remembered Nickys food
"oh crap"then I stood up and headed towards the kitchen to get Nickys lunch then I gave it to him
"hey Nicky sorry I forgot to give this to you"
"hindi okay lang ate ano ka ba"
"nawili kasi ako eh sorry talaga"then he just smiled then I went back inside
then I heard him"tsk" okay what's the problem now?
"what?"I asked a bit annoyed
"hindi ka na talaga nadala pati si Nick dinamay mo pa"
"what do you even mean?"
"tsk nothing forget about it" I'm so pissed right now and because of that I went inside the bathroom to calm myself down it's what I needed at the very moment and faced the mirror
"breath in then out self come on you got this "
I reapeted it for 5 times then after that bumalik na ako sa kinauupuan ko then I finished my food while blabbering then syempre wala na naman siyang care but I don't care also
after eating doon ko lang narealize I have to ride a taxi dala ni Lele yung car shems hindi pa naman ako pwedeng mag call sakanya
I was busy thinking about it habang nagliligpit ako ng pinagkainan namin hanggang sa pagwash ko ng dishes I was still thinking about it
I actually don't ride taxis or any other transportation coz I don't like there smells it makes me feel like vomiting so yeah now I don't know what to do
I finished cleaning everything and now I'm about to wipe his table and bring everything back but when I came back he already did it and I didn't even notice
"what is it this time? nagpapaawa effect ka na naman could you please stop it kasi nakakairita"
he said firmly
"look hindi ako nagpapaawa to you and about sa pagkairita mo oh please stop me whatever I do you always get irritated tumahimik man ako o magdadal naiirita ka parin ano kang ba ang gagawin ko na hindi ka maiirita na will make you happy"
"you really want to know what will make me happy"
"um yes?"
"Alam mo kung anong gagawin mo na hindi magpapairita sa akin?"
"what?"curiousness visible on my voice
"leave me alone, that simple now that would make me happy"
"oh how many times will I have to tell you that is not an option oh I'd rather get used by you being irritated with me all the time than leave you"
"uughhhh bakit ba hindi mo maintindihan na hindi nga ikaw ang gusto ko na ayaw ko sayo I don't like you infact I hate you "
ouch fuck it bakit ba kailangan niya pang ipamukha sa akin alam ko naman na ayaw niya sakin ramdam ko
"I know" me with a smile still crept on my face while trying to hold back my tears because I don't want to cry I don't want him to see my tears I don't want to be kaawa awa so hanggat kaya ko pang pigilan pinipigilan ko kaya nginingiti ko na lang
well I'm used to it sa araw araw ba naman sa loob ng mahabang panahon na marinig ko iyan sus sinong hindi masasanay
pero wala eh minsan talaga kahit sanay kana hindi mo parin maiiwasan na masaktan kasi kahit araw araw ka pang madapa nasusugatan ka parin ang pinagkaiba lang alam mo na kung pano I handle kung papaano tanggapin kung ano yung pakiramdam at parang inaasahan mo na ang pagdating kaya kang may sakit pa rin
after ko siyang sinagot natahimik siya habang ako nakangite pa rin while looking straight into his eyes
"alam mo naman pala bakit nagpapatuloy ka pa?"nagkibitbalikat lang ako then my phone rang I looked at the caller ID but it was an unregistered number but still I answered it
"hello?"
"it's Kyle tsk" and because of what I heard I got excited and I forgot about what just happened
"hey why'd you call?"
"don't hey me I'm supposed to be busy and ayoko sana kaso but that tomboy called me and since I'm a good friend and I don't like my conscience bugging me here I am driving my car and I'm on the way to your crush's company"
"HAHAHAHHAHA YEY"
"Heh I'm not happy"
"well I am"sagot ko
"tsk I know what's going on inside your mind"
"u huh"
"oh no dont you dare lady I'm telling you"
"tsk edi wag"kainis then I rolled my eyes kahit Alam ko naman na he can't see me
"ugh fine I'm almost there you go down na"
"ookkieee"then I giggled dahil sa too much na excitement
finally gosh Kyle you are just right in time stress you are going to be released away TOODAAY
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Unrequited
RomanceUnrequited love-love that is not returned or rewarded. It is a one-sided experience that can leave us feeling pain, grief, and shame. Unrequited love is loving someone who can't bring back the favor , loving someone who can't see your worth , its h...
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