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Chapter twenty one

After Xavier and I left his parents house I couldn't stop thinking about Nathan and if I'm making the right decision.

"Are you okay" Xavier asked

"Yes I am"I smiled as the rest of the ride was in silence

We got to Xavier's house,I went into my room and changed into a black sweat and black leggings then came back down

"I'm going for a walk" I said as I left the house

I walked towards the park and sat down thinking about everything,I got into all this mess because of my parents and they aren't here to put me through it. We can't change the past but we can always alter the future, my past was with John who wasn't patient enough to be with me,my future definitely isn't with Xavier and it can't never be. I like it when Nathan is with me,how he watches me sleep,how I can hear his heartbeat,how he smiles, I love his flaws and he loves mine too. After every obstacle I have come with one realization that's I am in love with Nathan West

I took out my phone from my pocket and called him but it went to voicemail,I called again same thing I was starting to get worried but I brushed it off and went to Xavier's house only to hear moans . I took my car keys and left to Nathan's house

I knocked but there was no answer,I took his keys from his flower vase at the corner and entered

"Nathan" I called out

"Nathan" I said having a bad feeling

"What's going on" I said as I got out of the house

I was walking to my car when I got a call from Redstone hospital

"Hello this is nurse Lily from Redstone hospital. Are you miss Crystal Woods"

"Good evening, how may I help you"

"Mr Nathan West was involved in a car accident which left him in a critical condition, you are his emergency caller so we need you to come over to the hospital" she said as my phone dropped from my hand