Hope For The Better

Dont Push Me Away

Two weeks Later

"You riding with me to the grocery store" He asked as I bathed Chloe Im working On putting her In daycare she should be in next week, im Looking for a job, even though kelly say I dont have Too He got us But Last Time I let a man Take care of me Look what Happened Im not Saying he would lay his Hands On me But I just wanna Be Straight in case of an emergency Im free I wanna Take chloe and the twins out sometimes I also Go to The therapist and she helps With my depression a little Im working On it though I wanna Smile And laugh Again.

"No im ok" my face wasnt all the way clear My eyes Was almost healed though my Arm Didnt Hurt as bad as the first week Its Ugly Now Its Looks Disgusting to me I hate Wrapped it, The Cream That zuri made helps Me ALOT though most of my scars Are clearing away I give it two more weeks for my face to be fully Cleared

"Pleaseee alaya I need Help Getting food you know Ion know What to get"

"Okay Kelly Ill go Gimme a minute so I can Get ready please"

"Deadass you finna Go this time" he asked shocked I had yet to step out the house Ive always Been a homebody but Chris Made me so antisocial and quiet only speaking when spoken too sometimes, I use to be so cheery and outspoken But Now Im Mute And I hate iT.

"Yeah"

"Bet" He Smirked walking out i wonder what he got up he sleeve speaking Of Sleeves His Tats Go hard make him look mature and handsome I like it on him

I got yogi out he Watch her while I bathed which always takes me Forever I love to smell good I love scents I like Having my skin extra clean Hairless,Soft and oily

I got out and put on a Graphic Tee and Some Tights with my all black vans It was basic I mean Im Comfortable in basic and Wet my Hair

"You smell and look good" He sniffed me He is such a weirdo sometimes

"Ok Move weirdo thank you"

"Ian Weird Im being Forreal lay you do" He said walking closer and I backed into the wall hitting it looking down he always does this to me

"T-thank you" i blushed

"You welcome Beautiful" He smirked backing up

He needs to stop.

*
"Yogi eat ice cream lay" He asked as we walked down the Frozen food isle

"Yeah She can But she doesnt Need it"

"Gone On wit that lame Ahh shit Lay" He mugged and Grabbed the Ice cream

*

"You still remember how to cook righ" He asked as We put up the grocery chloe was sleeping Like she had been the one Shopping

"Yeah"

"Can you cook some Tacos" He asked Sitting on the counter

"Yeah Okay"

"Alaya You still havent Look me in the eyes For more than a second Wassup wit it" He asked

"I dont know"

"You dont know Or you just wont" He asked Hopping off the counter walking up to me

"I dont know" I looked down

"Well look at me then Lay Why you keep tryna Push me Away" He asked Lifting my chin

"I-im not" I lied

This Is why I wanna Push him away I dont wanna Go through heartbreak again And I dont wanna Break his by Pushing him away im too Damaged

"You are but I aint gone Let you so try all you want" He Smiled He is so consistent