The Words Of The Moon (S1)

♡♡ 12. When The Moon Appeared🌙...♡♡

After all of these ... when I saw my first love ...

I knew that he want a chance to coming back and seeing me ... and I just waited for it ...

When he came, I laughed at him ... he thought that I laughed for his coming ... he kiss me and say "I can't leave here without it" and after that he went to his home ...

I laughed again ... but the light in my eyes wasn't for him ... it was cause of my new life that it started after the end of my story ... a story that he couldn't stay even at the end of it ...

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Tonight I was stay with the moon and our word ... the pain of our hearts ...

The moon told about loneliness and I told about congestion

The moon was upset that the moonlight of it is from the sun and I was upset that my life is made with him ...  (pain of dependenc)

There is a painful resembalance between the beautiful appearance of moonlight and my life ...

I was not GOD to put a new good angel around him to forget his mistakes and write his little good works ...
I am a human who will not forget until his/her brain is in trouble ...

But although there were many reasons for separation, I opened the way for him ...
Because he is my father

If I removed him from my life, my future will have more problem than now ...

So I promised infront of my moon that I will not afraid of any mistakes, I will not be weak ... even if the result is bad ... even If I lose half of my soul or all of it ...

This time I really laughed because it was the first time that I was in front of a real moon, or a real person like the moon ... it was out of touch but made my dark life brightly :)

Always in the night, I saw a lot stars with my moon
And I talked with them when all of people were slept

The night in my home was my safe place
I really liked the silent of the night and the moon
Cause of this, I couldn't sleep in the nights

When the bad events happened for me, I hid myself in a dark place and saw the black sky

Sometimes the stars and the moon shone and sometime the sky was full of cloud

I conected to the black sky

The night is only thing that show me the best and shining things in my life
Because all of events happend in the day when people around me were awake
And when the night came, I was breathing easily and told myself that now my life was start ... :)

All the people work in days but I love to work in nights
They want "peace of mind" to sleeping but I want it to starting my life and do my work :)

So who is the moon?!
Let me talk with the moon ...

I know that you can't show all of your feelings ... it's true that there are a lot people who afraid of us because we can behave good and soft in front of them but ...
In front of ourselves we can ... can't we???!!!!
You are my granddoughter and I'm your grandpa
A young and single grandpa who always teasing you

Your eyes ...
were the warm and shining sun that illuminated the cold moon of my heart in the datkness of the nights of my earthly existence

I said we have to write sounds instead of word ...

Your voice was familiar

I pushed myself many times to find out where I last heard your voice

But when I couldn't find any answer, I just heared it in the night when the moon appeared and when I thought about it I was sleeping

Your voice stuck the broken pieces of my heart together

I was moon and I was looking for a star before but when I reached you, I saw myself as a star

You were the moon that whatever I shone on you more than past, you shone on the cold nights of my body more than any times

You maybe surprised because I called your eyes the sun before but now ...
The sheet is back ...

This was our communication cycle ...

To love and be loved ...

Being hope and getting hope ...

Support and being supported ...

Being each other's moon and sun ...

And at the end ... being each other's life ...

You asked me " Would you like to stay on the wall painting of my heart or my brain? "

And I say "I want to stay on the wall painting of your soul to stay in all of your life in all of the word ... "

But ...
If the GOD didn't allow it ...
If I stayed away from you ...

I call you ...
In every meeting, whether it is real or a dream ...
I call you louder than bombs ...

It is the sound that always stays

I will stay with you as your adult and you stay with me as my child whose voice gave me a new life

I said ...
We write our words because we find hopes in other's words

But I found the truth of my existence ...
The Purple Moonlight in my heart ...
An opened blossom in my winter feelings

You are not my main reason to be alive but show me all of the main reasons to living
You will make my future exciting

When you saw me, I saw many hands around me that they caught me ...
but you did't take my hands ...
We both knew that my hand wouldn't reach you
But you were a reason that cause of this, I take all of hands

You smiled when they took me out of the black hole
Everyone left and it was the sound of your laughters that caressed my ears again

Maybe my share of them was just hearing them, not touching them ... :)

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Love you grandda🌸🌙💜💜💜💜
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