you should've just left me there (kiibouma)

#8 so...about the diary...

Kiibo has left the house again, this time to get food.....i never finished reading that diary of his did I.....but kiibo took the chair away because of what happened last time so how am I going to get over there....

I decided to crawl.....i felt pathetic but I got there

And opened the diary

".....hello diary.....today I.....i accidentally hurt ouma.....i didn't do it on purpose! I just wasn't paying attention and....this was a stupid idea nevermind"

Kiibaby no...

"Hello diary.....ouma does not appear to be mad at me for hurting him but....i still feel.....extremely bad....to my understanding friends don't hurt friends.....i do not doubt that if his leg was not broken he would've left already....."

Kiibaby.....

"Hello diary....i apolgize if I misell some wods my chrge is runing low.....oma kept me up all niht and he forcd me to watch moves with him.....it was fin I gues....im goig to sslep now....byeeeeeeeeeeeeee"

"Hello diary.....recently I have been considering.....Resetting my program.....ouma would be sad yes but"

....a drop of water appeared on the paper....i had begun crying......i wiped my tears......resetting his program.....would that be like....suicide? For a robot? Why would he want to do something like that? Just because he hurt me.....i should probably finish the entry before I make assumptions. Maybe he's just joking.....its just a sick joke right?

"Ouma would be sad yes but maybe I would get other friends this time I would have no memory of my creators death and most importantly I wouldn't have feelings anymore! All of my problems would be solved!.....however......i would not remember the one person who actually wanted to be my friend.....i am still undecided"

Is he still considering it? DOES HE STILL WANT TO COMMIT ROBOT SUICIDE?! i-i need to stop him! but how do I stop him? Did he already do it and I just didn't notice? Am I seriously that bad of a friend? I don't want kiibo to forget about me! I care about him soo much I don't think ive ever cared about someone this much since I was a stupid kid! A-and he's just going to leave me? I had started to hyperventilate

I can't tell if reading the diary was a good idea or a bad idea but....i still want to know what he chose to do so I read onwards...

"Hello diary.....i don't think ouma knows what ive been considering doing which means I've been hiding it well....so if I do choose to reset my program....i should tell ouma how i really feel about him first....because I will no longer feel this way about him once my program is reset but that would make me feel bad about leaveing him like that...."

Then I heard the door opening and kiibo entered "ouma? Where did you go? Are you okay?" I let out a shakey breath and shouted "I'm in here!"....kiibo was in the room in moments "H-how did you get in here?" "Dosent matter come here" Kiibo looked confused but took a few steps towards me "closer....closer....." Once I felt like he was close enough I gave him a hug "what is this about?" Kiibo asked.....i just hugged him tighter "please.....DONT LEAVE ME" I pleaded as my eyes filled with tears again "what?" "I don't want to lose you kiibo! Please don't forget about me"

.....kiibo didn't say anything he just silently hugged me back "....im sorry...." Kiibo apologized lightly "....im sorry I'm sorry imsorryimsorryIMSORRY" Kiibo repeated "why are you sorry?.....Y-you didn't......" "Not yet....im sorry for making you worry about me....im just a robot I'm not worth it" Kiibo said as he looked down as his feet. I cupped kiibo's cheek and turned his head so he would look at me "don't take this the wrong way but shut up! Sure you are a robot ,that can't be changed, but you are an amazing robot and i...."....the words were getting stuck in my throat.....i stared into kiibo's hopeful, tear filled, eyes and

....i kissed him....his (what I'm guessing is) synthetic saliva tasted like blueberry

When we separated I was finally able to say it....

"I love you"