Vmin Oneshots

S͜͡p͜͡i͜͡r͜͡i͜͡t͜͡ I͜͡n͜͡ t͜͡h͜͡e͜͡ S͜͡k͜͡y͜͡

Hes become another person who let me down, let me go, another who I should be the one hating yet I don't and think that he hates me.

And now he's gone and I can't even try and fix it. Go back to how we were before.

Silly me.

I won't feel again, I promise my love.

I wont let myself be hurt due to my faults again.

I won't let another hate me because of my feelings.

Please forgive me.

Each time I've tried to move on from you with another. Its fired back in my face.

I hope you look down from above and forgive me.

I loved you so much my tae tae.

And I never told you.

My soulmate I never told you I loved you.

I should have.

Maybe that is why my friendships fall through, why my feelings are never recipitated.

Because I never confessed them to you before it was to late.

Now its my heart that's failing. My life that's falling apart. My brain that's eating away at me with its thoughts.

I hope you loved me too Taehyungie. Then at least I know one person who does.

Maybe I'll see you soon, and I can ask you face to face in the clouds.

Though, knowing my luck, you might hate me too. For confessing.

And ill be so sorry for confessing.

I hope that won't be the case.

Perhaps you'll still want to be my soulmate.

I don't think my heart would be able to take it if you didn't and you left me too.

I think I'd shed my wings and fall from them heavenly clouds right down to the fiery pits of hell.

Maybe that's where I belong.

There's no hope for love down there, therefore no possibility of rejection, no-one to use me then throw me away.

Maybe.....

But goodbye for now, till I come see you again or we meet in the sky.

I lov- no I shouldn't say that. I'll keep inside I wont let it out. I'm sorry I almost slipped already.

I miss you, my soulmate, my taetae.

I hope you're happy.

Unlike me.

But I don't think I deserve it do I?

I only ruin things."

Jimin gripped the gave stone tight, wiping a few beads of escaped emotion from his cheeks with his free hand.

He uncrossed his legs and stood from his seated position on the grass, kicking and spreading out the pile of plucked out blades he'd made.
He sighed and took one last look at the stone, a pained expression on his face when reading the name of his beloved.

In loving memory of
Kim Taehyung.
Son, brother, and loving friend.
Adored by all who knew him.
Never forgotten, forever in our hearts.
1995- 2013

He gave a pat to the top of the stone with two fingers, letting them rub it gently as his heart clenched and throat tighted. It had been 7 years yet he still felt the same for him.

"Bye bye taetae." He whimpered out.

He waved and tried to force a smile but it didn't work. He then turned and began to glumly walk away dragging his feet sadly.

How strange as it must have looked for someone to wave goodbye to a person dead and buried, to wave to a slab of marble. But they always waved. They never turned away from one another when leaving without one, whether it be a small casual one or large exaggerated goofy one.

No-one could replace what they had.

But the doesn't mean one couldn't move on.

But that didn't seem to work.

Life wasn't on the poor souls side who was always left alone.

Life doesn't seem to take the side of the lonely and vulnerable.

It uses them instead.

Jimin did end up joining his love in the sky.

His heart, mind, body and soul grew tired of all the hurt, the pain, the exhaustion of being used and taken advantage of.

So it was now him who threw himself away.

All he could hope for in his last few moments was that he'd be loved back this time....

when Taehyung would meet his spirit in the sky.

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A/n

Hi welcome to my oneshot book! :)
It started off with angst I know, and I'm sorry about that. I hope I haven't scared you off already :/

These shortish Oneshots will be a mix of fluff and angst. And some will be a bit of both.

I hope you enjoy! 💜✨