What Is Hell or Heaven

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All that I remembered that I was in a strange dream. What kind of monster was that?.. I was in a black room. Suddenly there was a peak of light above me, it seemed like a hand reaching for me. I reached for the hand. The floor that I was on, turned into water, What the heck?? I sinked down the light was still reaching for me, I tried to swim up but I just kept sinking, I couldn't do anything, I resisted. I let the dark water drown me in the endless regrets. I woke up back to reality. I woke up in daisies. A stick was stuck in my shoulder. "What happened..." I looked up and the sun was already setting. I whine at the pain as blood landed on the white flowers. My ODM gear was damaged and was not functioning properly. I dropped off my ODM gear, and walked around the forest that I was once training in, And now, a lost soldier. "Hello?? Is anyone Out here?" I yelled, nothing responded. The pain in my shoulder, winced as I kept on walking. I ripped my uniform jacket sleeve, and forcefully pulled out the stick out of my shoulder, more blood was pouring. I wrapped the ripped sleeve that was previously from my jacket, on my wound to stop the bleeding.

"I...will..not..give...up..."

"I dedicate all my heart."

I walked around limping. I heard someone shout for me. "Y/NNN!!!, Please Answer me!!!" Why are they worried for me? I have never seen this side from them. I didn't expect that Annie was looking for me. "Annie! I'm right here!" Annie had a worried and anxious face. I saw tears coming out of her eyes. She landed on the grass where I was, and she walked up to me. She hugged me and I lightly hugged her back. I winced at the pain on my shoulder, "Y/n what happened?? Is your shoulder bleeding??" She looked my wounded injury. "I'm ok, I stopped the bleeding. But, why were you looking from me?" Annie had a light blush on her face but disappeared. "I looked for you for 6 hours...I didn't want to give up on you, I told the others that I promised to look for you. They were pretty shocked too I guess." She said with a stone expression. I smiled at her. "Cmon let's go back, we don't know if that wound will get worse." Annie picked me up and we flew back to the training camp. My face was hitting the wind as my h/c hair flowed in the wind. It took 2 minutes to get back to camp, it was faster with the ODM gear, than walking. I saw Ethan, Eren, Mikasa, Armin, and my brother Chris waiting for me. Annie and I landed on the ground, and My friends had shocked and happy faces. "Y/NNN!!! My brother screamed for me. He ran to me and hugged me tight. I patted him to get off since my shoulder was in pain. "Y/n what happened? Did someone push you? I'll kill them.." Mikasa said with a worried face on her. "What happened to your arm y/n?" Armin said. "You need rest y/n." Ethan said. I smiled at everyone. Annie just watched,

I looked back at Annie. She had wide eyes. She gave me a anxious and scared look on her, she shook her head to get the expression off her face and walked away. What happened with Annie? I winced in pain once again, the blood on my shoulder was pouring like crazy dripping on the floor. I felt dizzy and numb. "Y/n!" Ethan reached his hand for me. I passed out. I was in the black room once again. I saw the peak of light once again reaching out for me. "Who are you?" I asked, The light transformed into a person, it was the same height as me. (A/n Your 5'3) I looked at the person, it didn't have much details as it was just glimmering light person. It walked towards me. It was a boy. He intertwined his hands with mine. I looked at the boy confused. "Ethan is that you?" The light didn't respond, instead they gripped tighter on my hands. Behind the boy that was made out of light, 2 more light people came. The boy let go of my hands, and stepped backwards to match with the 2 other people. The people didn't have any facial details, they were just blank. Suddenly they saluted. "Dedicate your heart." The three of them said. They morphed into different people than before. I recognized the people they morphed into. It was Erwin Smith, Hangi Zoė, and Levi Ackerman. They saluted at me. Suddenly The floor turned into dark water once again. But the thing that was different than before. Red strings were all of my body. Like a puppet. I sinked deeper into the water.

I woke up. "AGHH!" Chris was right next to me. "Y/NNNN!!!!" He hugged me and I saw him cry in tears. "P-please do-don't Lea-leave me ag-agin...." "I promise big brother." I played with my brothers dirty blonde hair. My father had h/c hair just like me, as for my mother she had golden blonde hair. "Why are you crying like a cry baby?" I giggled. "It's because I thought I lost you.." I snickered, "UH OH! WE GOT A DEPRESSO BROTHER 101!" I yelled. The both of us laughed. "How many hours have I been out?" "U-uhh..." My brother looked at me and giggled. "More like, 1 month..." "ONE MONTH??" My brother laughed. "We are almost done with Trainee Camp, 2 more weeks until we graduate." I whined, "UgHhhhh...." "Hey Y/n?" I looked at my brother. "Yessss crybaby??" "Do you remember that Mr. Yeager Injected us with some medicine?" Once my brother said that, I remembered. Eren, Armin and Mikasa noticed that my brothers eyes were different than before. They didn't really care though. "A-and I also had weird dreams...It's always with this huge titan but it looked like me..." My face grew surprised, "I g-guess I have the same dream as you, but it only happened once...it was a white titan no hair, and no eyes. It didn't look like me at all." I said,

"Well, now we know we are having strange dreams..."

"Mhmm...And how was I out for that long??"

"Science I guess.."

I laid back into the bed, and rested my head on the pillow.

"Hey y/n? What regiment do you want to join?" I looked at my brother.

"To be honest I'm a big fan of the garrison regiment. But whatever regiment you go in I'll go along."

My brother Chris snickered. I started giggling. "What about the MP?" I looked at my brother once again. "Annie says she wants to get in that regiment..but if you want to go in that regiment I'm fine with that." I laid back down, and Put my hands behind my head. My shoulder felt better than last time. My brother kissed my forehead. "Stick in da mud." I said giggling. My brother smiled at me, "I'll let you sleep," he got up and walked towards the door, "By the way," He looked at me smiling, "Commander Shardis told me to tell you made it in the top ten along with me." I sat up, "YAHOOOO!!" I cheered, I threw my hands in the air. My brother laughed at me. I heard footsteps running in the hallway. "IS Y/N AWAKE??" I guessed that was Sasha. "YEAH WE BROUGHT HER FOOD, AND I PROTECTED THE FOOD FROM SASHA TOO!" I heard Connie say. They both ran in my room. They had bright smiles on their face. "Yo." I waved. "Y/N!" They both said in unison. Connie stuffed bread in my mouth. "Mm!" I muffled, "Eat it before Sasha eats it!!" Connie exclaimed, "HEY I SAID I WONT EAT IT!" She whined but we all knew that was a lie.

A few hours passed. Armin, Eren, Ethan and Mikasa came and visited me, Eren started crying, Armin gave me books, Mikasa didn't let go of me, and she didn't want to leave me, Ethan just gave me a new jacket, it was his. They all left. It was night time 11 pm. I was reading a book that Armin gave me. I heard a knock on the door. "Come in!" I yelled. It was Commander Shardis. "Oh hey old man!" I snickered. He smirked at me. Me and Commander Shardis are good buddy's. I would help him doing his documents for him. "So have you heard from your brother?" "Yupper's! Thanks old man!" I smiled brightly. "I want you to join the scout regiment." I pretty shocked on what he told me, well not that shocked but shocked enough. "Why?" He sighed, "Your the greatest soldier I have ever met, Your fighting skills are amazing, your agility is impressive, your skills on Titans are good, but I wouldn't say fantastic, since what happened a month ago." I giggled in embarrassment, "Yeah, I agree.." he laughed, "What?" I asked him confused. He looked at me and had a smile on his face. "I think you might become the next strongest soldier that the world has ever seen." I was shocked by his words. Could I really become the Next humanity's strongest soldier? I saluted at him, "I am grateful that you think that of me, I dedicate my heart to you." He smiled and walked out of my room.

I smiled at myself, and laid on my bed once again.
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A/n: dang.... 1642 words... AHHHHHHHHH- I'm kinda trying to give y/n serious and goofy vibes, anyways I don't really have high hopes of people reading this story but- WhO CArEs,

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