the diary of a maladaptive daydreamer

tuesday sep 29

hi...? uhm this is so weird for me, I never tell people anything but supposedly writing everything down might help me get my shit together. at least that's what my therapist said. so she told me to pretend that this journal is a person lmao, she's nuts but it's not like I talk to real people. and it's pretty easy for me to imagine things. well i guess i should introduce myself like i would with a person. my name is roslyn serendipe, yeah i know it's a weird name, i'm 16 and my main passion in life is dreaming or daydream, whatever... in other words i like escaping this reality and inventing better ones in my head. last year i was diagnosed with maladictif daydreaming and that's why i have a therapist, because i basically prefer daydreaming than interacting with people in this reality. i don't see the problem, it's not like i'm hurting anyone by dreaming different versions of this reality (except myself). the thing is nobody seems to understand how real my daydreams feel. my mom always complains how i never experience anything with people my age, or any age really, but i actually have experienced enormous amount of emotions and stuff... i have fallen in love, gotten my heart broken, been tortured and etc, but of course none of it happened in this reality. well enough venting to paper for today. as you can see i love writing and get easily carried away. and besides i need to go to this dinner party... i think you already guessed that the dinner party is obviously not in this reality, so i'm going to go lay down and start imaging my beautiful gown. till tomorrow... i'm supposed to write at least a couple words in here everyday.