Chapter 4 his eyes

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HARLOWS POV
I cannot believe Noah's back "I can't believe your back well I need to check up on my mom maybe one time you can come with me" "I would love that" he left I was alone at the park once again I decided to try to go back to the house I was getting close when I saw someone I wasn't sure who it was but I came up on the house and went inside my dad is all ways asleep by the time I get home I didn't feel like getting jumped tonight so I ran up to my room my dad was passed out on the couch when I got to my room I locked the door so he couldn't get in if he woke up I jump into my pjs and went to bed. Tomorrow is the first day of school

TIME SKIP
When I woke up I felt the sun on my face I looked at the alarm today was the first day of school and I was late I didn't really care. I slowly got up and put on ripped jeans and a black shirt (The outfit she's Wearing up top) and walked out my room forgetting my dad was probably awake watching TV I walked almost to the door "Harlow where are you going" "To school where else is the first day" he walked over to me "DONT give me Attitude" "or what your gonna hit me do it I don't care anymore" instead of punching or hitting or kicking me like I thought he was going to do he grabbed my neck pushed me against the wall and choked me. I wasn't ready for that so I couldn't breathe then he punched me in the jaw. Then he let go I gasped for air "Get your a** to

school little W***e" "I'm not a w***e" he turned around and looked at me "WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY" "I SAID IM NOT A W***E" "THEN WHAT ARE YOU NOTHING YOUR JUST A PIEACE OF S**T A MISTAKE OKAY GO KILL YOUR SELF I DONT F*****G CARE" I ran out of the house and when I got to school it was 3 per math how I hated math I couldn't stop thinking about what he said but I wiped away the tears that where forming in my eyes and walked in class and everyone looked at me I saw Ponyboy and Jonny I sat down in the corner of the room I could have sat next to them but I didn't want to they would have asked me where i was and I

didn't want them to see my wrists so I just sat there they kept looking at me but I wasn't paying attention I was looking out the windows it was raining but I couldn't shake the words he said to me maybe this world would be better without me. As I thought the bell rang my decision was final I was going to end it wait I can't what about Jonny I got up and started walking to my next per Jonny was calling my name so I just turned to look at him "what is it" "Well you have a bruise on your jaw and a cut lip" "Jonny it's just socs I'm fine" "ok whatever you say see you at lunch" "bye" "bye"

JONNYS POV
I went to next per it was fine and then lunch came by and I couldn't find Harlow anywhere I started to panic and the I got a text from her "hey Jonny I'm walking around out of school I don't feel good so I'm going back to my foster home I just didn't want you to worry about me I know what you can be like" "ok but when school ends meet me at the Curtis house please" "ok Jonny I will" pony boy was looking at me "WHOS that" "my sister" I gave him the discussing look "oh yeah Harlow she seems off today" "she probably just nervous about being back today The people who bullied her are here hopefully they didn't do anything to her" "yeah"

HARLOWS POV
when I went to my 5 per shay was in there if you I don't know she was one of my bullies but I didn't think she realized it was me but she still bullied me today that's why I left " oh look it little disappointment" never mind she realized who I was I just went to still in the back of the room shay kept whispering things to everyone about me when I was ugly and fat and that I'm a slut so I got up and walked out of that class and when I shut the door I ran out of school as fast as I could I went to the park and just started to cry and cry and cry when I heard someone say "you okay" I grabbed my knife "get away from me" holding it up while I was crying it was Noah "hey it's okay it's me one of you best friends" I put the knife Down and shut it "Harlow you okay" "yeah I'm good" as tear rolled Down my cheek "no your not" he just moved towards me and

hugged me "hey you can talk to me if you don't want to I understand it fine" " I just i- I cant take it anymore" we both just sat on the play ground that was there. "What can't you take anymore I mean you got amazing best friend you got a great brother who loves you and you got his friends or the gang you call them" "yeah I guess" he wiped my tears away there was a moments where we had where we just looked into Each others eyes but this one was different I don't know what it was but it just was. I looked down at my hands and he looked over at the swings. "I should probably get going" "oh okay" I was sad he was leaving after I told him this that's what happens with him after he left I called one of my old friends

"hey I need something you think you can meet me at the park in Tesla tonight bring everything" "okay I'm glad your back to your old self" "shut up addy this is the last time" "that's what you said last time"

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