My Distraction {Completed}

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Colby: hey, come back..

Colby: to my arms..

Colby: yeah.. fuck

Colby: Ik I can't take this shit no more... But I got this life's too short

Sam: what?

Colby: look..

Colby: they say nothing last forever, love always fades away

Colby: I'm the one who hides the pain so I guess I'm the one to blame

Sam: me too..

Colby: I'm in the dark falling, drowning..

Colby: calling your name..

Colby: I still hear your voice

Colby: I still see your face..

Colby: I'm still holding onto you but it's killng me slowly

Sam: no... please

Colby: two things..

Colby: love and compassion, two things that we'd never show

Sam: you run from the truth...

Sam: just let me explain..

Colby: I just hope that you grow

Colby: your ok without me and that ok..

Sam: I'm not ok as I pretend to be..

Sam: running from the past, I can't see what lies infront of me

Colby: wdym?

Sam: ik there's a heaven, I just don't think it's for me..

Colby: it is..

Sam: if you knew me you would judge me for all my mistakes..

Sam: so like the rest of us I carry on the fake smile on my face..

Sam: and act like everything's ok as I try not to break..

Colby: my smile is like the love you gave to me all along..

Colby: fake

Sam: I love you so much I can't even explain it..

Colby: you sure?

Sam: been so neglected..

Sam: don't even know my worth no more

Colby: meds they don't work no more,

Colby: my head doesn't even work no more..

Colby: sometimes I'd rather die, cause that wouldn't hurt no more

Colby: but some nights I wanna call you and swallow my pride

Colby: cause some nights I feel so empty and hallow inside

Sam: me too..

Sam: why do we hold other people that promise lies?

Colby: why do we kill ourselves to live if all of us die?

Sam: wdym??

Colby: I'm slowly breaking down

Colby: it's hard for me to fake my smile..

Colby: I learned the things that help us breathe can also make us drown

Colby: I just can't take it now..

Colby: my demons talk to me, these angles never make a sound

Colby: sometimes I look in the mirror and stare at myself, hate who I am

Colby: I have a problem comparing myself

Sam: Ik you have troubles but sometimes we love someone who turns into someone else

Colby: I got so lost in you, forgot how to care for myself

Sam: we fight addictions,

Sam: we hate each other,

Sam: we're both the same..

Colby: we dig for love..

Colby: bury the past and end up in the grave

Sam: yeah...

Colby: but whose to blame?

Sam: ig we all change..

Sam: we hurt the ones we love cause of our pain

Colby: fuck...

Colby: I said come back to my arms..

Colby: this hurts ik..

Colby: but I got this I'm on my own..

Sam: no your not..

Colby: what?

Sam: lately we've been so distant, but I can't be without you..

Colby: I got so attached to you I can't be me without you..

Colby: I'm trying to be a man and say goodbye to you with no crying..

Colby: but there ain't no point in lying I really fucking miss you

Sam: I really miss you too

Sam: but please don't say goodbye..

Colby: but I don't understand why I shouldn't you know what you did

Sam: like I said your running away from the truth..

Sam: I never cheated the whole thing was a set up..

Colby: how??

Sam: yes Aryia still has feeling for me but knows how I can't be without you

Sam: Brennen convinced Aryia otherwise which convinced him to do the plan Brennen made and the day it all started when Brennen pulled me away he took my phone

Sam: and then they did the texts making it look like I cheated so we'd break up and have me give Aryia a chance

Sam: and this made everyone hate me thinking I cheated except for Devyn and Corey no one would let me explain

Colby: oh.. I'm so sorry..

Sam: it's ok..

Colby: no it's not I should've let you explain I'm sorry..

Colby: is there any way I can make it up I feel really bad

Sam: I just wanna see you..

Colby read the text and smiles a bit and he gets off the bed and wipes his face and he leaves his room. He gets to Sam's place and opens the door and goes in and walks to his room and he sees Sam curled in a ball in his bed and Colby gets in next to Sam and pulls him close making Sam gasp and he turns around and wraps around him and Colby smiles happy for Sam to be back in his arms they look at each other both of them having tearstained cheeks and red puffy eyes Colby cups Sam's cheek "I love you so much baby" "I love you too Colbs" Colby kisses Sam and he kisses back.
They pull away and Sam digs his head in Colbys neck and he hold Sam tight "I missed you" Sam mumbles "I missed you too" Colby says back and Sam holds Colby tighter making Colby smile and pull him closer and Sam puts a leg over Colby and they just hold each other happy to have each other back. Soon both of them fall asleep with small smiles plastered on their faces.