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dumb bitch
how's mom???
aj?
aj pick up ur phone
at least answer ur texts
ANDREW
ANDREW JAMES LEISHMAN

dream stan 😻
she's freaking out dude
she's been crying for like
three days straight
because they won't let her
visit grandpa
and she's terrified
because all her shit
riley i'm freaking out too

dumb bitch
hey
moms gonna be ok
ok?
i fucking promise
this is all gonna blow over
and we're gonna laugh at how
scared we were

dream stan 😻
riley i'm scared
i don't want mom to see me cry
but like
if she gets this shit then she's gone

dumb bitch
she's not gonna get it andy
she's gonna be fine
we all are
and it's ok to cry

dream stan 😻
are u coming back home?

dumb bitch
idk
if they cancel classes
maybe
but they've only postponed them

dream stan 😻
ok
i gotta go
dinner

dumb bitch
tell mom and dad i say hi
give them hugs for me

dream stan 😻
fine
i love u riley

dumb bitch
i love u too kid








it felt like the entire world had come to a halt. and it had, for the most part. riley got laid off, just like half the people she worked with. classes had been cancelled for the day, then the next day, then the next day.

spring break wasn't supposed to be like this. her and erin were supposed to sleep in all week and have fun at three am, forgetting any worry they had.

erin had been over most days since march 12th. the first few nights were filled with questions. 'what if' scenarios and red wine that riley was too young to drink.

the past few nights had been mostly the same. some stupid, unfunny comedy show playing on tv while erin sobbed into riley's shirt, crying 'i'm not gonna graduate. i've worked so hard and i'm not gonna graduate' for hours until she fell asleep, cuddled into riley's legs.

riley was worried, truly, even more so when her dad texted her out of the blue, saying how scared he was for his wife and kids, and how he wanted her to come back home.

but she couldn't just abandon texas, could she?

i mean, it had most things now. her apartment, her school, her friends, her cat, her job.

she couldn't just leave it all. besides, it's not like she could just hop on a plane. she'd have to drive, and making that trip alone with a cat didn't sound like a fun idea.






pottery 💜heysmp is happening soonprobably sometime in apriland it's all gonna figure itself outand be okayeven if it doesn't seem like itand i'm here if u wanna talk

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pottery 💜
hey
smp is happening soon
probably sometime in april
and it's all gonna figure itself out
and be okay
even if it doesn't seem like it
and i'm here if u wanna talk

or cuddle
message deleted by sender

honey
<3
thank you
it's just been rough
i'm trying to convince
my brother that it'll all
be ok
but i don't even know if
it will
and i don't want him to
freak out more just
because i am

pottery 💜
ur a great sister riley
but u have emotions too
and ur allowed to feel
those emotions too

honey
erin has been staying at
my apartment
sobbing
for a week
because she won't get to
graduate
the first one in her family
to go to college
and she won't even
get to walk

pottery 💜
:(

honey
my problems
aren't that
i still have more time
in school
and i'll get to walk
but at the same time
if my mom gets this
she's gone
and i can't live
without my mom

pottery 💜
i can bring her food if u want
and grocery's or whatever
if they don't want to go out
for them
i've been locked in my
apartment
alone
since this started

and your feelings are valid
and your problems are valid
and important
regardless of 'how much worse'
other people have it

honey
could u actually?

i know
i just
i don't know

pottery 💜
anything for u
message deleted by sender

of course
:)

i know
that's ok
you don't always have to know
i am here
always

honey
can u bring them food
and give aj a hug?

you're being too kind
i need you to stop

before i fall for u
messages deleted by sender

pottery 💜
what kind of food?

never

honey
chick-fil-a or something
i'll text u their orders
thank u
ur so sweet

pottery 💜
it's nothing ri

it's riley's turn to cry, dropping her phone onto her chest and shoving her head into her hands.

she doesn't really want to wake up erin, who's still cuddled in her legs, but that effort proves fruitless as she stirs, eyes fluttering open. once they land on riley, she's awake. she pulls her into a tight hug, letting the younger girl sob into her shoulder.

"it's ok, baby," she assures, scooching up to pull riley closer into her, "it's gonna be ok."

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