I heard everything as soon as he said Chris everything came flooding back so i jumped up on the bed
S: hey hey hey calm down
N: that's why his voice was familiar, i wanna see him!
T: we don't know where he is
N: i need to find him!
Q: who is he?
S: he's Nicky's twin he umm passed away when they were 12
Q: im so sorry
N: it doesn't matter i need him right now!
T: sis calm down!
I started hyperventilating and as soon as i felt Quinton's touch I started calming down
Q: im right here
I fell back and dug my face into his chest and cried
?: hello
I wiped my tears
N: hi
?: wow you haven't changed one bit
N: sorry?
?: hey sis
N: Chris?
I jumped up forgetting i was in the hospital and jumped in his arms
C: how are you?
N: why'd you leave?
C: mom and dad didn't tell you? They sent me to boarding school
N: what?
S: they told us you died
C: oh
I hugged him again
C: hey go back to the bed
He gave Quinton a dirty look
N: bubbas be nice
C: how is he? And why did he have to be put next to her?
N: bubbas! Be nice!
He clenched his jaw and sat next to me
N: cmon you look ugly like that
He chuckled a little
C: you definitely haven't changed
S: maybe a little we brought her back, Avani really messed her up
I looked at my hands and played with my sisters necklace as a tear rolled down my cheek
I kissed the cross on it
N: happy birthday sis
Chris wiped my tear
C: she's ok
N: but im not
I felt Quinton's hands wrap around my waist and Chris's face went from sad and conforting to disgust and anger
I lifted Chris's face
N: i love you
C: and i love you
I lissed his head
N: stop looking at him like that
C: nope
N: Chris! Stop it!
Chris Holder
She's never been so annoyed with me, i wuickly looked at her
N: s-sorry
She basically whispered like she'd done something wrong
I saw Sabrina look kinda worried so i walked to her
C: is she ok?
S: unm yeah yeah
C: Kio?
K: what? Hm?
I rolled my eyes
C: what's wrong? Why is she like that, she never apologizes not for things like that
Q: im gonna fucking kill him!
N: Q
I saw her about to fall off the bed so i ran and caught her
C: hey you ok? Sis?
N: b-bathroom
I carried her and put her next to the toilet holding her hair, she threw up and almost dropped her head so i grabbed the back of her neck to hold her, i was gentle but she was really weak
C: Sab!
S: yeah?
C: can you give her a bath please?
S: ofc
I left them and started pacing
K: she's gonna be ok
C: how are you always calm?
K: trust me i've been really jumpy the last few days with her, when she finally called she talked to Sab about something really rea
Q: that you dont need to speak about
He had his jaw clenched and had anger in his eyes like Nicky's eyes when she felt like murdering someone except i got kinda worried he might actually do it
C: dude you need to calm down, i've seen those eyes once in my sister and trust me she regrets every day
He quickly changed tk worried
Q: what? Omg
They cane out
N: thanks Sab, Chris?
C: yeah?
N: your voice is pitching what did you do?
C: nothin nothing
N: Chris? You didn't tell
I could tell she already knew
N: WHAT THE HELL?!
I flinched she's never yelled at me before, she had tears in her eyes
She took a deep breath
N: i trusted you with that
Her voice started breaking
S: with what?
N: go ahead Chris tell her, make her hate me too
She lied down on the bed and looked out the window, Quinton hugged her but she pushed him off
Nicole Austin
Quinton kelt trying to hug me
Q: he only told me because i was about to do it Nicky
I let him hug me
N: still, does Kio know?
Q: no
He kissed my cheek and i looked at Kio who looked worried
N: Kio
H walked up to me
K: yeah?
N: im sorry
K; for?
N: ask Chris tell him that i want him to tell you and Sab only, you can't go around telling
He promised and kissed my head, a tear rolled down my cheek and i faced to Quinton and cuddled him until i fell asleep
Sabrina Quesada
K: she wants you to tell us but we can't tell anyone
S: tell us what??
I was getting worried
C: she umm she got the man who killed our sister
K: cool! So he went to jail?
C: not exactly, she umm she shot him
S: she wouldn't
C: imagine if it was you, imagine if she got killed you would do the same Sab so would yoy Kio, they rullwd it as self defense
I looked at her and at Chris
S: shes not ok Chris, she really needs you
C: i know
K: hey i know you don't like him but get to know him
C: she changed right?
S: what do you mean?
C: the sleeping around?
K: big time after Cole she was never the same
C: he found me hugging her so she didn't jump and he said she would never change
S; then again she said she hated all of us
K: im guessing he didn't know she didn't mean it
S: i tried tellung him, then they went to the beach
I woke up and Quinton was playing with my hair
Q: im sorry about the cliff
N: im sorry about the "PDA" and the beach
He kissed my head
C: hey sis
He gave Quinton a dirty look
I looked down
C: you're not gonna tell me to stop?
N: sorry
C: sis it's ok why do you keep apologizing?
I felt Quinton starting to get mad so i held his hand and sat up
I took a couple deep breaths and lifter the hospital clothes to reveal the scar
C: who tf did that?!
N: Chris sit down
C: no!
I flinched and apologized again
C: im so sorry sis
He kissed my head
Q: hey he's just worried
I smiled a little
C: that's not your smile, cmon what's going on?
