suicidal love...

✨❤️young love...❤️✨

Hello! this is my first fic so i hope you enjoy! (i'm not the best at spelling and punctuation so bear with me) also none of the pictures and characters are mine...

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Love...?

It once simonized happiness and joy for Izuku but, after meeting Kacchan that all changed.

 Contrary to what you may think he was nice until they turned 5 and kacchan got his quirk but, Izuku turned out quirkless... they soon drifted apart.

Izuku wishes that things were different. He hopes kacchan dose too. Although, it's hard for him to admit he knows kacchan will never love him the some way Izuku loves kacchan.

Izuku is a smart kid! He knew what he felt towards kacchan was real. Ever since the first time they met at the park when they were 2 and instantly clicked. Izuku was the kind of kid you would of thought had a promising future becose he hit all of the baby milestones early, so when he turned out quirkless when he was 5 it was a surprise to all that knew him. including kacchan...

Kacchan was nice about the quirk thing at first, like when they would cry together in the bed sheets but, after a couple of weeks he started to grow more distant. 

Izuku knew kacchan wasn't the nicest person but, that didn't change the fact they were still friends... Right? apparently not. kacchan was mean and he would make fun of izuku, and when he made fun of him it hurt... it hurt a lot. becose he realised him and kacchan weren't best friends anymore,

Eventually, the bullying got so bad, he would have to use up his pocket money to buy concealer to cover the scars from his mum. He felt bad for lying to his mum about how his day went at school but, what she doesn't know cant hurt her? Also he would make him move school and no matter how much he would get beaten up by kacchan he still loved him.

so love...?

love to Izuku is hard work pain and unwanted emotions. all he wants is some love from the person that hates him most. 

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Love...?

katsuki was never one for positive emotions. So when it came to deku it was to say the least difficult. He was pretty sure he liked deku at one point when they were kids but he never said anything because deku wouldn't feel the same.. they were childhood best friends that was it. nothing more. #nothing less.

deku was special to katsuki once you spend certain of time with a certain person you start developing a kind of respect for them.although,katsuki didn't show it he did respect deku a little. he was a smart kid after all maybe not socially but smart nonetheless. 

katsuki knew he shared a passion for quirks with deku no matter how much he tried to deny it. he was a fanboy in his own way exsept he showed his love for heroes on the inside. unlike deku.

katsuki knew he was going to be a hero.. he had an amazing quirk he was strong and intelligent.Not to brag or anything. deku was quirkless, weak and a coward no way he could be a hero. honestly he felt bad for deku he relay felt bad for people so that saying something.

whatever katsuki tried deku never stopped believing he can still try. he is going to get himself killed one day because of this stupid fantasy. 

he always has hope... that may be one of the reasons katsuki used to like deku.

why must he be so difficult? why cant he just give up hope and be a doctor or something? anything that wont get him killed from a stupid villain. plus society these days hate quirkless people so why even try.

Love...?

love for katsuki s an unforgivable curse. a nuisance for him. it just made him angry... he doesn't like being angry... but he cant help it. he cant help being angry at deku contently. No matter what katuki says, he doesn't always do the right thing.