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WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS THEMES THAT MAY BE TRIGGERING FOR SOME PEOPLE!
it will contain arguing, language, and Sexual Assault. if those themes bother you, skip all the bolded text below! thank you and enjoy the book!
Felix had gone home after talking to Chan. Of course, he was tired. As hell. He flopped onto his bed and after smiling a bit, immediately fell asleep.
But of course, it wasn't all good.
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"Lix! Why the hell were you flirting with her!" The boy asked. Felix was holding his arm in guilt. but what for? "I told you if you're gonna be flirting with girls, break up with me! If you wanna talk to girls so badly then why don't you date 'em, huh?! You're such a fucking hoe! You say you're fucking gay but do you stop flirting with people? NO!"
"H-Hae-min...I-I'm sorry okay. I just don't know why you g-get so mad..." Felix was holding back his tears. His thoughts were clouded with negativity. "P-please I'm sorry..."
"You fucking piece of shit! You think "sorry" will undo you fucking flirting with everyone you see!" Felix listened as Hae-min went on and on about how Felix was such a terrible person. A terrible boyfriend. "I-I told you I do that because of ..." He tried to explain. once again. He had lost count of how many times his boyfriend yelled and argued with him about his excessive flirting. But Felix couldn't help it. He just couldn't show people his soft side.
"I-I'm sorry...I-I-I-"
"Shut up brat.." Hae-min proceeded towards Felix, the other backing away. "H-H-Hae-min! n-"
Felix was cut off by the other smashing his lips onto Felix's. Pinning Felix against the wall. He squirmed to be free but the other wouldn't let go.
Help... Help... stop... please..... stop...stop...stop..stop.. "STOP!" Felix yelled as he kicked the other in the stomach. "LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE HAE-MIN!" Felix screamed at the other. "Lix! You know I didn't mean it! C'mon~" Hae-min persisted. But Felix wasn't buying it. He started gathering his things. "Leave... me... alone. Don't talk to me, text me, or even look at me!" Felix exclaimed. "Lixxie-!" "NO! DONT "LIXXIE" ME HAE-MIN! YOU HAVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR YEARS NOW! IT WAS FUN IN THE BEGINNING BUT NOT ANYMORE! FUCK YOU! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! AND IF YOU EVER COME NEAR ME AGAIN I'LL.. I'LL CALL THE FUCKING POLICE! WE. ARE. THROUGH. SO JUST LEAVE ME... LEAVE ME ALONE!" Felix shouted. He grabbed the last of his things and ran from the house as fast as he could, his eyes tearing up.
"FELIX COME BACK HERE! NOW! FELIX! FELIX!"
"FELIX!" Minho yelled. Felix woke up in a sweat. A....a nightmare. "Finally, you didn't show up to class. You missed it. Since you usually dont miss a class so we got worried." Hyunjin explained. "Yeah, were you having a nightmare? What time did you sleep? Are you okay?" Minho asked, flooding the younger with questions.
"I'm fine Hyung. Yeah, I had a nightmare but I'm okay. And I slept at like... 4 am.." Felix responded to all Minho's questions. "Felix I swear to god, no more 7-Eleven trips at 3 am! " Minho scolded the younger. "Stop being so caring it's weird hehe," Felix told him, Minho just rolling his eyes at the younger. "Whatever, what did you dream about?" Hyunjin asked, sitting down on a chair. "O-oh I um uh.... c-can't remember, haha, yeah.... no need to worry!" Felix said smiling, he didn't want his friends to know.
He shook off the dream he had. "Well tomorrow is music class, ah, I can't wait to sing!" Felix said, excited.
In the afternoon, he decided to head to a cafe with Hyunjin and Minho. "Cmon Hyunjin you're always so slow!" Felix stared at the older. "It's such a long walk though~" Hyunjin complained. Felix and Minho gave Hyunjin a look and immediately he stopped and pouted.
After a few minutes, the three got to the cafe. Felix got a table and they all ordered their drinks. "So~ do you guys think the dance is gonna surprise Mr. Kim?" Hyunjin asked, drinking his tea. "Of course it will. We are great dancers, nobody in our class can top us!" Minho was so enthusiastic. "You're out of character Minho," Felix said, to which Minho replied with a jab to his side. "Owwwwwwww what was that for?" Felix rubbed where Minho hit him "To be in character. And for not calling me hyung."
"Its not that important~. Minho Minho Minho Minho Minho! See, no one died. Shocker!" Felix responded with a smile. "Oh shut up little aussie boy, youre in Korea where everyone uses hyung, unnie, noona, oppa, ect. You have no excuses! You're not in Australia anymore-" Minho paused.
Felix went silent.
"I- Lix I'm sorry, please don't be upset-"
"It's fine.. hyung.. but can I get a moment outside? alone?" The two nodded and Felix got up snd went outside.
He knew Minho meant no harm but he couldn't help but cry a bit.
bzzt
"Huh..?"
Rissy is online!
"He... He knows what it's like... to miss home..."
Bok
Hey...
Rissy
Hey, you okay?
Bok
not really...
Rissy
shit uh you wanna talk? Call? text? anything?
Bok
call, please... voice call...
Rissy started a voice call
||Chan || Felix || This whole call is in English||
Hey-
Felix are you okay why are you crying?!
I-I-I-
Ch-Chan! Felix was crying a lot now. He had gone to a quiet place, he texted his friends before going, of course. He just needed some time.
Chan... I-... D-do you miss Australia...?
Of course, I do, is that what this is about Felix?
Y-yeah... I... I just... I want to go home... I want to see my friends... B-but I don't want to leave Korea and everyone here and I just-
Felix...
It's okay.
I miss it too. I'm sure you'll be able to go back one day. Maybe we could go together. Get ice cream at Sydney Park. Go sit by the ocean and laugh at the dumb seagulls. Get some sausage sizzle and love the taste... maybe just sit by the dock and enjoy the view of the waves. Yeah? You're okay, just think about that, hm? Breathe.
Felix calmed down every sentence. Everything Chan had said made him happier, he even stopped crying so much. He was... okay.
T-thank you chan... you made me feel better...
Felix sniffed, he really couldn't thank chan enough.
"Felix! You're back!" Minho hugged him "I'm sorry for what I said okay? I'm really sorry!" He hugged Felix, Earning a chuckle in response.
"Hyung it's fine, really fine. I-" He cut himself off and hesitated. "I got help, I called chan and he made... me feel better," Felix smiled a bit. "Chan?" Hyunjin asked, tilting his head. "That online friend i talked about hehe..." Felix smiled.
Minho and Hyunjin looked at each other. "How did he help?" Hyunjin asked.
"He...he said maybe one day w-we could go back.... and get ice cream.... and go to the beach... and... and..." Felix wanted to cry again but this time,
they would be happy tears.
A/N
such a nice note to end off on :)
thats about it for this, i hope you guys enjoyed it! ilyall
-author
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FanfictionFelix is a huge flirt. He makes everyone's heart flutter at the mere sight of him. He's a huge flirt yet still single, and he does get lonely. Everyone want's to date him, boys and girls alike, but he is gay so that eleminates girls, and as for boys...
