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Chan's dream in this chapter is not as explicit as smut, but still explicit. His backstory is warped inside of said dream. Skip the italics if you want to skip the dream and the bold italics for the flashback.

"Alright, I'm going to sleep, guys!" Chan said, smiling at his friends, who were sitting at the table having a conversation. "M'kay, sleep well hyung," Changbin responded, going back to his conversation with Jisung. "Will do!" Chan said, right before shutting the door closed.

And now he was alone. With his thoughts. After that performance. If he was being honest, he was only thinking about that one moment. That moment when Felix lifted his shirt. He knew Felix was a big flirt, so that move shouldn't be surprising but... He kept thinking of it. Why? Was it because of his crush? Did this make his crush worse? Or is he just a flaming homosexual who found that scene hot? Who knew, not him, that's for sure. He didn't really wanna think about it that much. "I guess I'll just sleep on it," Chan said, flopping onto his bed.

"Mmmm... hopefully, this will help me forget it." He said, closing his eyes. He felt really tired after witnessing that. Not to mention his emotions were all over the place. He eventually fell asleep after about half an hour. 

...Only to have another stupid dream. And guess what? It was about Felix, of course, it was about motherfucking Felix. 

"Ah!" Chan yelled out in surprise. He was caught. "Mmmm you really like staring, don't you?" Felix said, turning over to face Chan, who was blushing red. "I h-have no idea what you m-mean!" He said, defending himself, but it was with no hope.

"You keep staring at my stomach area... I really wonder why~" Felix said, rocking a cocky grin. Chan both hated and adored it. "N-nope! I wasn't s-staring!" He said, knowing his stutter was giving him away. Why was he like this every time he got nervous?

"Baby, if you wanna see, you can just say so. You know that yeah?~" Felix said, still smirking. Chan only responded by looking down. "Aw, shy, are we?" Felix said, making Chan shake his head. "I-I'm not sh-shy!" He said. Then, Felix did the same thing he did last time.

He lifted his chin with his finger and looked him straight in the eye. "You know... you keep having these dreams of me, yeah? Do you really want me that badly? Hm?" Felix's eyes were dark. He wasn't sure why, but he didn't want to question it.

"I-I don't have d-dreams of you! I would n-never!" Chan said, defending himself once more. Felix stepped closer. "You want me in real life, hmm?" Felix said, whispering in Chan's ear, "You want me to do this?" He nibbled at Chan's neck. Chan was in shock.

"F-Felix!" Chan yelped, surprised by the action. "You like this? You want the real Felix to do this too?" He bit Chan's ear. Chan didn't know how to react, this was a feeling he wasn't used to. "Felix! Mmh!" What was going on?

"You like screaming that name? Yeah?" Felix said, in an almost teasing voice. Chan didn't want this feeling to stop. He wanted it to go on forever. For it to last a lifetime. "Please, please!" He begged, not fully knowing what he was begging for. 

"Mmm, please what?" Felix said, deepening his voice. Chan blushed, he didn't know how to respond. "I-I don't know just... ah!" Felix stopped for a moment, his smirk still in place. "Mmm, you should wake up now, Channie." What?

"N-no!" He protested, this was too great to give up. "Why not? Is this addicting? Hm?" Felix was giving Chan an unreadable look. "N-no! I-I just-" Chan said, only to get cut off by the other. "Then? Why?" Chan was confused, but he really didn't know how to answer. "I-I don't kn-know!"