"Just Let Me"〔One Direction〕x 〔M!Reader〕

『16』Periwinkle Blue Eyes

"What could they possibly need me for?" You stuttered out, you feel your own heart beating out fo your chest at an amazingly fast pace. You aren't getting fired or anything, are you? Sure, you've disobeyed a few of the rules that are applied to you but not often, and you surely were acting like your own character role, at least in front of the fans you did. Then that memory from back at the Hotel when you were on tour had came into your mind, when you had that small talk with Simon down by the Lobby, does it have anything to do with that?

"I can't tell you just yet, but it's not...it's not very bad, trust me" Steve reassured with his deep and raspy voice, he said it wasn't very bad but surely it was still bad. It didn't really help you to cope with your anxiety well, like any other human being you're obviously scared on what's to come later tonight and that thought could possibly never leave your head for the rest of the afternoon.

"Are you okay, Nialler? You look kind of distressed" Harry's soft sounding voice was heard coming from behind the blond boy, the curly lad's eyes slightly widened after seeing the unsettling look on his Irish brother's face when he turned around to look at him. Immediately Harry began to worry and held onto Niall's upper arm and rub it gently up and down hoping it would maybe make him calm.

"Woah there, what's wrong?" Harry questioned quietly, hoping that he wouldn't draw any attention from the other staffs. Niall only blabber out a few inaudible sounds as he couldn't think of an excuse. He just doesn't think that this was the right time to spill Harry the news about Zayn, not in a public place like this. Niall could only do what he usually does, laugh, just laugh and hope that no one would suspect a thing from him when deep inside, Niall only had his concern on Zayn alongside feeling the terrible recollection of his own childhood memories that he had forced himself to forget.

"It's alright, I was only spacing out a little while thinking about some, y'know, some..." He didn't even know how to finish his sentence, he kept on covertly trying to find (Y/N) somewhere around the room by glancing away from time to time hoping that (Y/N) could help him out with this problem with Harry, the blond boy knows for sure that whenever Harry wants to know what's bothering people, he wouldn't leave them alone until they tell him what's wrong, which is unfortunate for Niall.

"Some golf, yeah golf. Just embarrassing memories from the first few days of me playing golf, you wouldn't believe how terrible I was at it back in the day" Niall says with nervous chuckles in between each two or three words, but also hoping with his whole heart that Harry could possible be stupid enough to fall for his clearly obvious lie, which he shockingly did. Harry nodded while mumbling a small 'Alright' as he rubs Niall's upper arm one last time to just feel the fabric of his sleeves and left shortly after. Niall could finally let out the big breath he's surprisingly been holding in, he was just feeling so relieved like all the rocks that had weighted on his shoulders had fallen off.

"Okay boys! Get in your positions exactly in front of me! Go on now we don't have much time, those arms and legs of yours wont move by themselves!" The Coach yelled out to the entire room so that all the One Direction boys would hear and come over, it was like a mating call for them which is pretty ridiculous but what other way can you do it with these six men?

All of you formed a line side by side eachother, you started to question if the people around you have noticed the awkward tension that was happening between the six men, or if they even have a single clue on what's going on. On the corner of your eyesight you catch a few glimpses of Liam eyeing Zayn very carefully, you're not really sure if it was because he was still having a bad temper towards him after the fight or if he's just making sure that Zayn doesn't pass out, one or the two.

Choreography went quite well, at least in your opinion. You still had some trouble doing some of the dance positions and staying in sync but it was fun and enjoyable nonetheless, even if you were terrible at choreography that doesn't make you any worse than the five other boys, they were just as bad and chaotic. It was rather relaxing to say the least, it was like meditating which is a very weird comparison but it's true, it really puts your mind to rest and escape your problems. A few of you all even shared short chuckles and laughs at the shambles you six were getting yourselves into while you're at it.