my love // m.e.

1.4

//two months later//

Matt told me things would start getting better but they haven't. I've barely been eating or sleeping. If Kristen wasn't here I don't know what I would do.

I was laying in bed holding Emma when Kristen walked in with the phone.

"Here, it's Matt"

I quickly took the phone from her.

"Hi" I said

"Hi, my love. I need to talk to you."

"Okay"

"My sister told me you haven't been eating or sleeping."

"I just haven't been hungry."

"You haven't been hungry for two months?"

"Um yeah"

"Here's what you're gonna do. Put Emma in her crib, go into the kitchen and have something to eat. I don't care what it is but eat something."

"Matt"

"Do it"

"Fine"

I put Emma in her crib and walked to the kitchen still with Matt on the other line.

I picked up an apple rinsed it and took a bite.

"I'm eating an apple, happy now?"

"Yes. I want you to start eating again. Also if you want me to facetime with you every night until you fall asleep you know I will."

"I miss you."

"I know I miss you too"

"I guess I'll talk to you later."

"I love you Lyss"

"I love you too"

THIS IS SO SHORT OMG IM SORRY

xoxo

-lyss