Am i even sad
Or do i just preted to be
Do i pretend to be sad
Because being sad feels good
Do i find comfort
In crying and complaining
Being happy is nice
But i fing my subconscious
Stearing me towards melt downs
Cause maybe
I love the way crying makes me feel
So maybe i focus and pickout
All the sad and bad
So i shead fake tears
Because i no longer even know
What actully makes me sad
What actully would make me cry
Or what really would bother me
If i actully tried to be happy
Because its so much more fun
To try to be sad
And focusing on sad
Till i really am
And crying fake tears till theyre real
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better-ish
Poetrythis is a continuation of my subpar poeticness, if youre looking for good poetry id look else ware im just really emotional and writing makes me feel talented and good about myself cause im a narssisist. so yeah enjoy i guess✌ P.S. im really all ove...
