Fuck all of you!

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Jordan: hey Y/n wake up
I felt someone shake me and I wake up to see I'm in a hotel from with Jordan
Y/n: Jordan?
I asked as I sat up and looked around the poorly lit room
Jordan: Payton called... he wants to make sure you're okay, I kinda told him that you were fine he also got the tape taken down but Eliza has posted it again and he said he wants to talk to you... Charli also wants you back in LA tomorrow so-
I rubbed my head as I moved so I was leaning on his shoulder
Y/n: I'm gonna go live and just explain the situation
I told Jordan as I reached for my phone, he just nodded and I threw my hair up into a messy bun before plopping myself on the floor and pressing to go live

Y/n: hey my babies so ignore how I look right now I've literally just woken up and yes my makeup is smudged but we don't have to talk about that
I nervously played with my fingers and Jordan sat down behind me as he tried to calm me down
BITCH I DONT WANNA CRY ON HERE SOOOO
Y/n: so... yes me and Payton did make a sex tape, and errr yes it did get leaked, it was a stupid decision but guys it was on behalf of both Payton and myself, not just me so please stop calling me a slut for just experimenting

I noticed payton joined the live so I quested him so we could talk about this together
Payton: yo
His connection was kinda bad because he was still on the boat but I STILL needed to talk about this
Y/n: okay so we kinda need to apologise for anyone who was trying to show other Payton's music video but ended up seeing the tape, we also apologise for being irresponsible and making the tape, we are both still young and learning yes I'm going to say that we need to educate ourselves on situations like this a lot more
I saw Payton look up but I'm guessing it was just one of the boys
Payton: yeah it was a really stupid decision for the both of us but y'all need to stop hating on Y/n for this, she doesn't deserve the hate

As he said that someone came and SAT ON HIS MF LAP

Okay chille

Leave

Bitch

Leave

I saw him whisper something to her and then my stupidass realised that it was Madi's sister
Okay ouchies

I looked up to Jordan who wrapped his arms around my waist
Y/n: thank you
I mouthed to him as I turned back to the live
Y/n: all I wanted to say is that at this point I don't care what you guys think, me and Payton did something stupid and we both regret it A LOT but I'll learn from it and I hope Payton will too
THIS MF ISNT LEARNING OKAY YOU JUST SLAP HER BUTT THEN PULL HER ONTO YOUR LAP WHILE IM LIVE!!! DUMBASS
Y/n: or maybe not
I only said that loud enough so Jordan could hear me.
Jordan: so when do I get that kiss?
He whispered to me, as he said that I giggled and blushed a little before looking up at him
Y/n: neverrr
I teased as I leaned more into him as he cuddled me
-well this is awkward-
t kin da
Jordan moved his head back to my ear and whispered something
Jordan: she has a flat butt
I immediately broke out into laughter at what he said
Same tho
Is he just gonna stare at her ass or-
Y/n: anyways payton you may leave
I smiled
Payton: errr- okay but like what are you guys?
He asked us as the bitch in the lil strappy bikini got off of his lap
Y/n: hunny- GET YO ASS OFF OF HIS LAP SO I DONT GET CANCELLED AGAIN!
Jordan fell back and pulled me back with him as we both started laughing, the girl and Payton looking at me disgusted... why am I calling her girl? Her name is Abbi
Payton: jeez Y/n's jealous
He teased and I IMMEDIATELY sat up
Y/n: wait- um you do see the sexy god behind me right?
I asked with a little laugh as I squeezed Jordan's cheeks
Jordan: oh I'm a sexy god now?
He asked quietly, I just smiled back before listening to the lil bitch :)
Payton: yeah sure
He said as he rolled his eyes
Payton: I've packed your stuff so when you come to LA you can come and pick it up whenever you want
Oh-
Okay this is real
Y/n: okay cool
Why did I want to say "do you miss it?"
I broke up with him-
Not the other way round
I was stupid
I still am
I still like him
No
No I can't
FUCK
Y/n: do you miss it?
Shit-
No
No
No
No
Payton: miss what?
He asked with a confused tone
Y/n: nothing- I just... it's nothing
I played with my fingers
I miss him
No... I can't
This is wrong
Uh oh
Y/n: I'm sorry I can't- I have to go
A tear slipped as I grabbed my phone and grabbed my shoes before running out of the door
Jordan: Y/n!
I heard him shout my name but I just ran, u was bare foot and-
Y/n: why do I always do this when it rains?
I ran out of the building and down the road

I kept on running until I got to a little parking lot
Y/n: what the hell is wrong with me!
I screamed at myself as I ran my fingers through my hair as the rain fell on my face
Y/n: he's the one I want- not the sexy basketball player... Payton, he's the one I want
I ran through it all in my head before looking down at my now dirty feet, my drenched clothes
My phone started randomly playing the song "stay" by Gracie Abrams
I laughed lightly before dancing around a little, laughing as I took to realisation of what the hell I had just done-
RAN AWAY FROM A HOTASS BASKETBALL PLAYER JDJEJEJ
anyways
I heard a light laugh come from the phone
EXCUSE ME!!!
Payton: having fun there?
I looked at my phone to see the live was still on
Abbi: okay well that was quick, fuck you Moormeier
I heard her shout at the boy as he watched me dance around... teehee
Payton: you wish
I laughed at what he said before he got slapped
Y/n: wait so you didn't fuck her?
I asked in shock as the payton held his now red cheek
Payton: you really think that low of me?
He chuckled a little
Y/n: kinda...
I smiled at the sight of his smile
Y/n: I'm coming back to LA... so does that mean I don't have to leave the apartment?
I asked with a slight pout
Payton: I suppose you could stay a little longer
I let out a light squeal as he said that
Payton: new you couldn't last without me
He smirked
Y/n: I lasted 1 week and a mental breakdown without you thank you very much
I huffed but soon blushed at his smile
Payton: I've missed you
Y/n: I've missed you too
We said bye before ending it and I realised I was still in the rain

Jordi
Okay
Wow
Thanks

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Fuck the haters Cus I got my prince back 😎✌️

Paytonmoormeier: princess.
| MY ROBE

Charlidamelio: you're coming backkk!
| yessir

Dixiedamelio: YES SHES BACKKK
| I love youuu

Jordanlewistucker: yeah-
| I said I'm sorry!
Dixiedamelio: PAHAHAHHA YOURE TELLING ME SHE LEFT MR BASKETBALL MAN FOR PAYTON?!?! NO OFFENCE PAYT
Paytonmoormeier: offence taken Dix
| I said I'm sorry tho 🥺
Jordanlewistucker: hurts either way
Dixiedamelio: boohoo bitch- frick you Y/n
| yo be nice to me
Dixiedamelio: me? Nice? No❤️
| bitch
Dixiedamelio: awe I love you more

Sorry for the slow updates- this wasn't supposed to happen, this isn't the storyline it's supposed to be her with Jordan but my friend made me listen to a sad song and it made me change the plot

Sorrrrry

Love y'all 💛

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