Luna
"Baby wake up" a voice said at the end of the bed
I opened my eyes lifting myself up with my elbows rubbing my eyes to see gus sat there with a smile on his face and a white styrofoam cup in his hand and a bottle of water
"Hey boo i missed you, I'm performing in 10 minutes so i came and woke you up" he said handing me a bottle of water
I took it and smiled "thanks" i muttered still feeling a bit drunk
"Tracy told me you thought i was mad at you" he said moving himself so he was sat next to me "I wasn't mad at you i just wanted to spend tonight with you"
"Sorry i got drunk on the way here" i let out a giggle thinking about it
He didn't say anything but leaned in and kissed me
"As long as you're okay I don't mind" He took my hand and stood up from the bed and me with him
We left his room and joined everyone downstairs
Tracy came running up to us
"Bro lets do witchblades" he shouted over the music dragging gus and me away with him to the little stage they had created in the middle of the crowd
I watch gus grab the mic as the song started playing, he looked so happy where he was everyone was loving it. He had a smile on his face the whole time
Him and tracy did a couple more songs than gus sang crybaby, my favourite song of his
Now me, cat and bexey were sat in the 'smoke room' watching gus and tracy play fight as everyone left. It was 6am and it was getting light outside
"Im hungry let's go get food" gus said letting tracys head out of the headlock walking over to me and planting himself down next to me
"I'm so tired" cat said resting her head on georges shoulder with his arm wrapped around her shoulder
"You're all so boring" gus whined burying his head into my shoulder
"Gus it's 6am no ones slept" tracy laughed twirling one of his dreadlocks between his fingers
"Well i'm gonna go and get food, luna you coming?" Gus said standing up from the sofa
"Fine" i dragged out standing up still in my dress and walking to the door
"Gus i look a mess" i said looking in the small mirror next to the door, my eyeliner was smudged everywhere
"Baby you look sexy" he said kissing my lips
"Can i stay in the car" i pouted watching him open the door
"We'll go through the drive thru" he grabbed my hand and the car keys off the side and walked out the door
We arrived at Macdonalds, it's becoming nearly an everyday thing now gus ordered a big mac meal and i just got chicken nuggets. They weren't going to serve us because it had gone past the time where they start selling breakfast but gus convinced them.
We sat in the car park eating our food
"Boo i need to talk to you about something, and i need your honest opinion" he said turning to me putting his burger down
"Go on"
"I want to move out the gbc house, i want us to get a place together"
"What really?" I chocked on my chicken nugget
"No it's stupid it doesn't matter" his face dropped when he saw my reaction
"No no I didn't mean it like that, i'm just so used to seeing everyone at your house. How come you want to move out?"
"I don't know i guess sometimes i just need to be alone, like when i get my depressive episode I can't be on my own to get my thoughts together someone is always with me, don't get me wrong i love all of them they're my bros" he paused and sighed "and i want to get away from the drugs, i can't do it alot anymore. I want things to be serious between us now and i know drugs are going to fuck that up. I've been thinking and if i stay away from gbc and everyone for a while i can get myself clean and focus on us" he grabbed a hold of my hand and pulled it onto his lap looking into my eyes
"Gus of course i'll live with you, are you sure thats the right step though? To move out and live with me, i mean what if you get into a depressive episode and I can't help you i mean what if i make it worse" i started to panic and he could tell
"I know for a fact you won't make them worse if anything you'll make them better but anyway we don't have to move straight away, we can think about it for a while i know for sure that i need to stop the drugs. I don't know how though" he looked down at his hands
"I love you and i'll help you through whatever" i said grabbing his head and placing our foreheads together
"Us against whatever baby"
