oneshots

insecurities

kenzie's pov:
im very insecure about my body. my boyfriend of a year and 3 months, johnny, hates when i talk bad about my body. he always gives me looks or just says things to make me stop.

so instead of sharing my insecurities and making jokes about them with him i do with my friends.which is what i'm doing right now.

im about to facetime annie because i haven't talked to the bitch for the longest time .

"hey bitch!" i said on the phone to her . "hey girly! what're you up to?" she asked. "oh nothing much im just saving up some money so i can get a boob job and some butt surgery ." i joked.

as soon as i said that john walked in the room and immediately i knew he heard what i said.

he wrapped his arms around my waist and said "sorry annie, kenz and i have to go.. bye" he said quietly.

"oh okay bye kenz! bye john!" annie said and hung up .

"what was that for?" i muttered to john. "why are you talking about getting a boob job and surgery for your ass?" he said with anger in his voice .

"nothing baby it's just a joke it's nothing serious ." i shrugged hoping he'll let this go. i really didn't want to talk about this with him right now.

"its not nothing mack... i've heard you say stuff like that before and i've been letting it slide but now that i hear you say you're gonna save money for surgery?? and i don't care that it's a joke it hurts me baby.

it hurts me that you say this stuff about your body . i love your body bubs. why do you say that about yourself?" he said seriously.

"well i hate my body johnny!! i hate the size of my body! i hate the fact that i have tiny ass boobs and a flat ass!! i hate my body!

and i hate that you say that you love my body when there are so many other prettier girls than me!! go be with them they have so much more to say offer then i do!" i screamed and cried.

"what... baby... no thats not true. you give me so much happiness and i love you for that. you have an amazing body baby. youre so sexy babygirl, your body is so beautiful ." he spoke softly.

he continued to speak softly and slowly as he took my clothes off.

first he took off my shirt. "he please don't talk about yourself like that baby... especially when you're this gorgeous." he said as he kissed my shoulder.

"and your boobs... my god are they so beautiful." he said while pulling down my bra strap and unhooking my bra .

"but they're so small ." i whispered and tried to cover up.

"no stop it, i don't care that they're small. i love them. theyre so beautiful ." he mutt ris r white grabbing and massaging them .

i sigh and throw my head back. "oh god johnny" i moaned.

he picked me up and put me on the bed, and i layed down onto the bed .

he unbuttoned my shorts and and left me in my underwear.

"look at yourself in the mirror and tell me that you do look absolutely beautiful." he said looking at me in the mirror.

he turned back to me and grabbee my chin so gently and looked me in the eyes.

"i love you and your gorgeous body ." he smiled at me .

"i love you too" i blushed and smiled. i wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down onto the bed with me.

we started cuddling and kissing for the next 45 minutes and then we fell asleep cuddling .

paris speaks . 
i got lazy at the end lol

here you go kiyah 🙄