The Newbie(Lesbian Story)

Here We Go Again

•~•~•~•Three months later~•~•~•~

Kaycee

Hey! y'all this poem is called "Missing You" I hope y'all love it

It's been too long and I'm lost without you

I been missing the love you gave me and the since of touch you showed me

I love the fact they you called me a queen and gave me your everything
I love your smile, your style which drives me wild

The way you wear your hair and they way you look at me makes me weak

I do is think bout how you make me happy and how I feel happy being with you

But I didn't mean to treat you the way I did that night at the hospital

I was going through a lot but I wonder if you miss me the way I miss you

I miss that feeling that you gave me and that touch that sends me weak to my knees

I miss you

Thank you...... I said while everyone snapped

Girl that was beautiful you almost had me in tears......It's was bout Cam wasn't, I know she miss you girl just talk to her....... said Simone

I don't know she probably don't want nothing to do with me nd I'm pretty sure she moved on

You don't know that baby girl she probably taking it just as hard as you taking it.......but I did see her with some chick the other day tho but she doesn't look as good as you tho girl, you know you fine said Simone

Yea but I feel bad that I did that but now that all that shit over with I have being living peacefully but I shouldnt have cut Kris, Sassy, and Cam off like I was just tired of that shit man and now I'm missing my friends nd Cam. If I talk to Cam I know I gotta apologize to Kris and Sassy. Kris my roommate but I have been ignoring and shutting her out when she tried to talk to me and she stopped bout two months ago. Sassy been trying talk to me in between my night classes but I ignored her. And that bitch Bre haven't been fucking with me since I fucked her up and Coco finished school and graduated last month. Now we in our second semester and this shit getting harder by the days. I haven't talked to my mama in a lil minute either, but I gotta tell her how I my campus life been. I miss her so much man

Look you need to get your shit together and go become friends with them again and apologize to Cam even though it's her fault that she had crazy ass ex's hunting yo ass down. said Simone

Lol girl.....Ik that bitch had life fucked up..... I don't know where to fund her tight now....she probably at some party or game or something

Girl they had a basketball game tonight.....she's most likely to go to the after party. So you can put all your feelings behind you and go get ready for this after party tho. Let's get dressed at your room Kris ain't go be their she have the game said Simone

Ight girl Let's Go!

Later

I cut on some Tamia and hopped in the shower while Simone curled her hair. While I was in the shower all I can think bout is Cameron. Right in the middle of me thinking Officially Missing You played and I can hear Simone singing so I joined her

Hmmmm......
All I hear is rain drops falling from my rooftop
Oh tell me baby why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It won't go away
And today
I'm officially missing you.....

I continued to sing as I washed my hair then I got out and brushed my teeth then blow dried my hair. I plugged my wand curler up and went to my closet to find what I'm wearing because I wanted to look good that all eyes were on me but especially Cam's eyes. I put on my hot pink bra and thong to match then I looked in the closet and pulled out my sexy black fitted dress that stopped above my knees and found my black diamond Lioubiton Stilettos. And then I went over to my mirror and put on my big diamond hoops in the first hole then I put my black diamond earrings and little diamond earrings.....I got to many damn ear piercings but anyways I pulled out my necklace and bracelet that matched my earrings. Then I looked in the full body mirror and said Damn! I look to damn sexy I be damn if she don't come back home with me.

Damn! Boo u look sexy as'f......I knew she definitely coming back with you...... Ima try to find me a nigga or a fine ass study thats willing to have a lil fun tonight......said Simone

Girl I knew u was a freak! Yea ima have all eyes on me tonight tho.

Well duhh girl have you seen the studs these days cuz they looking better than some of these nigga out here..... said Simone

Yea but u ready to go girl..... Cuz I'm go twerk something tonight.

Cam

Aye! Good game my nigga.....I like that tre u put up tho. U ready to go to this after party tho

Hell yeah! u already know I can't wait to see what Sassy wearing cuz I know she go be looking sexy as always.......said Kris

Yea I'm bout to turn up and find my a nice lil honey that wanna come back with me.

Bruh.....u telling me that u don't wanna knew of Kaycee coming because u know if she come u coming back with her cuz u in kw she go be looking right....... said Kris

Man Yea but I doubt it if she come......she probably found some nigga or some other female to kick it with now so it ain't no point.......but I wanna know is she talking to anybody because ima make her my girl again believe that cuz I ain't stop trying

I knew but she cut me, u, bad Sassy off tho....... so I knew she was feeling some type of way.......said Kris

Yea but I don't wanna talk bout that no more let's get ready for this party

I hopped in the shower real quick and then I put on my boxers and a black tank top, then my weed socks. I walked over to the closet and grabbed my black leather pants and the shirt that had an in Egyptian thing or something all I know is that shit is colorful then I put on my high top all white Forces. I put on my gold Rolex watch with my diamond earrings. I wanted to look fly as'f and get everybody's attention especially Kaycee's if she show up tonight.

Man how look?

Man u look dope as'f nd fresh my nigga said Kris

Ight bruh u ready to go get fucked up

Yea Let go!