My Distraction {Completed}

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We say our goodbyes and we walk separate ways me staying with Colby "baby your on your own this time" I sigh "I'm sorry baby just sit in the back and hold the hoodie close like last time" "but won't the teachwer yell at mwe" "no baby this one's a nice one and from what I know she doesn't care what you do she just wants the work done so you'll be ok" we stop at his locker and I furrow my brows as he opens it "wha-" I get cut off by him spraying something on me he then puts it back and start walking again "what was that" he chuckles "my cologne baby" I smell the hoodie and it smells more dominant now and I smile and we get to my classroom and we stop "I'll see you next class baby" he puts his hands on my waist and I sigh and he pecks my lips "don't be sad it'll come quick" I nod "otay" he kisses me again "bye baby" "bye bye daddy" and I go on my tippy toes and kiss him he smiles and I walk in and walk to the back of the class where I sat when I first came here.

I start to feel alone so I bring my knees up and hold the hoodie close my senses getting filled with Colby's scent I smile and stay like this and listen to the lesson. I get bored about 10 minutes in I put my hood up and I zone out and my mind drifts off to Colby "Sam!" I hear my name be called I look up and its the teacher "I don't mind you sitting like that or having your hood up but please pay attention" I nod and pay attention and since I'm in little space my attention span is pretty much not there so I start zoning out again then the next thing I know the teachers in front of me I smile awkwardly "I hope you were paying attention" she hands me a worksheet and leaves I sigh knowing I won't be able to do it right now "you may work with a partner if you'd like" she announces I sigh and put my head back "hey Sam" I jump and look over to see Xepher "h-hi" she smiles "are you ok you seem a bit off" "yeah I otay" "ok well I'm guessing you need help since you didn't listen at all" I giggle a bit "I'm not the best at this so I'll go get someone else to help" I nod and I lay my head back "Samuel! Work and sit up since you clearly cannot handle it" I frown and sigh sitting up and sitting criss cross and holding the hoodie close and I whine slightly "hey Sam you ok" I look up and see Cassie "y-yeah I otay" she nods and I grab my pencil and look at the paper and notice it's a multiple question worksheet I know what to choose now and finish quickly "Sam you can't just guess" "I didn't" "yeah you did" "uh uh" I cross my arms "fine I'll check" she looks at my paper "oh well turn it in then" I take it and she goes to her seat and I get up and walk to the teachers desk "Sam you better not have guessed" she said warningly I hand her the paper "Sam you cannot be done there is two sides and your the first one" I furrow my brows and look at the back and see more questions I grab a pencil from the cup she has and answered them quickly and gave it to her "Samuel what did I say" I groaned and dropped my paper in her desk and went back to my seat "Samuel!" I whimpered and looked up "get back here and do it properly" "ma'am" Cassie called "what Cassie" "if you think he guessed he didn't just look at them they seem to be correct I thought the same" the teacher sighed and actually looked at it "very well then" I went in a ball and smelled his scent and whined a bit wanting a bit more instead if just his scent "alright since you all are done we will go over the second part of this lesson" she announced and I zoned out again "Sam!" I looked up "what is the answer" I looked at the board "i-" I was going to answer but I'm still in little space and stopped "very well listen next time" i sigh and listen and I whine and I feel a tear rolls down my cheek "Sam" I look over to see Mike and I wipe my tear "w-what" "are you ok what's wrong" "n-nofing" "hey it's ok tell me" "I-i miss cwoby" he sighs "it'll be ok but try to listen she doesn't get mad very often" I nod and another tear rolls down and I wipe it quickly "it'll be ok stop worrying you'll be with him soon" I nod and he gets up and goes back to his seat before the teacher sees and more tears fall I feel really lonely and empty like I'm by myself. I wipe my tears and pull up my hood and hug my knees and put my head in them "Samuel! Since you are not listening you may leave" I whimper when there are snickers "leave Samuel" I sigh and grab my bag and put my things in and out it on my shoulders "hurry up" I sigh and frown and hug myself and see Mike giving me a sad smile I put my head down and walk out and I go over to the class Colby's at and sit against the wall and hug my knees and cry in them. About a couple minutes later I hear footsteps approach me and then stop in front of me and I look up and see Griffin crouching down "hey bud" I put my head down and whimper bit wanting no one but Colby "is Colby in this classroom" I nod then there's silence but my sobs then I hear a knock and the door open "ah what do you want" "sorry to interrupt but can I have Colby" "yeah I suppose Colby take your things and leave" "what's up Griffin" I look up and I see Colby and I get up and hug him tightly "he got kicked out of class because he couldn't focus and we found out it was because he missed you" Griffin explained "oh ok thank you" "no problem I'll go now" "baby" he trailed off and I just held him tight then I felt myself getting lifted up and I clung onto him and stuffed my head in his neck "baby why are you crying" he asked as he started walking I didn't answer though and he started rubbing my back and I soon felt a breeze and he soon sat down I looked up a bit and he was sitting against a tree and we sat in silence with him rubbing my back and I calmed down a bit "now why were you crying" "I-i missed w-woo an-and I felt al-alone" "I'm sorry baby did you do what you did last time" I nodded "i-it wasn't enough and I got y-yelled at for doing it" he sighed and we sat in silence again and he finally spoke up "why are you acting like this it wasn't a problem before" "sepawation anxwety" I whispered "but why didn't you do this before when I left you home alone to go to school" "I very attached to woo now befwore I still wasn't sure if we stay togweter very wong an when I know dat woo won't weave or hope woo won't I gwet scwared dat woo won't come back" he lifts my head up so I'm looking him in the eyes "Sammy I promise I won't ever leave you, your everything to me and I wouldn't know what I would do if you were gone please don't think that again I promise I'll always come back to you if we ever are away from each other trust me, I would love to be by your side forever but sometimes we can't and it's good to have some space but when we aren't by each other please please please never think that I won't be with you after I will be, we pretty much live with each other there's no escape from you even if I tried which I never will because I hate being away from you for so long but I don't freak out cause I now for a fact we'll be together in the end" tears roll down my cheeks and he shed a couple and he cupped my cheeks and wiped them "I promise if I'm not with you I always will find a way, if you get hurt and I'm not there I'm always there in the end-" "b-but what if w-woo aren't" I cut him off "I will Sammy just like at that party you got hurt and I was there to help you in the end and that one time when you had that pain during school and I was in a different class and I found you to help you trust me I'll always be there for you" "b-but I won't be there fwor woo when you get hurt to help I too weak" "Sammy don't ever say that you are there for me you did help me even if you don't know it" "no I didn't" "Sam you did remember how we met, at the park, you helped me when I fell if my skateboard and hurt myself and you helped me mentally I was not in a good mindset and you helped me and you know you did please stop talking like that about your self you are not weak you litterly got abused Sam and your still here if that doesn't say your strong I don't know what does I promise your not weak you are strong, even if you don't think you are you are amazing, funny, kind and so many more things you were put on earth for a reason and that reason is not to be unhappy and tear yourself apart live your life to the fullest and be happy and it's ok to not be happy just please don't say things that will will tear yourself apart you will regret it and I know I do" more tears started to roll down my cheeks and Colby has some but not as much as me and I know that what he said is somewhat personal because he told me about his past and he hasn't told much people only like one other person. He cups my cheeks and wipes my tears only to be replaced by more "baby stop crying" I giggle sadly and wipe his "w-woo stop" I say as more roll down his cheeks he chuckles sadly and I hug him and he hugs me tightly and he puts his head in the crook of my neck and we both cried silently "I promise I won't leave you baby" he whispers "I won't weave woo eiver daddy" he hugs me tighter and I do the same. We sit in silence for a bit tears of happiness and sadness still coming from both of us and then the bell rings and I jump "baby it's ok" he chuckles a bit and we pull away from the hug and we look at each other and I wipe his tears and some more still spill out and mine are to "we a mess" he chuckled "yeah" he agrees he cups my cheeks and wipes the tears and he pecks my lips I smile and he smiles back and I wipe the few tears that rolled down his cheeks and kiss his nose he smiles "let's get to class before were late" I nod and get off his lap and we stand up and I hug him again and he hugs back and I look up at him and we look into each other's eyes "I love you baby" "I love woo too daddy" he kisses my forehead "let's go" I nod and we grab our bags and we walk back in hand in hand and the bell rings when we almost make it and I sigh "it's ok baby" "it's my second cwass I'm wate too" "and it's ok I'll be with you we're late together" I smile and we walk around the corner and down the hall and go in the class