tension|tsukikage

distance.

i had finished two of my lessons and now it was break however i didn't have yamaguchi with me so i didn't bother to head to the canteen and instead stayed behind in class.

as i was about to rest my head on the desk a sudden finger tapped my shoulder and i turned slowly seeing tobio stood there awkwardly. i frowned looking at his weird expression and the way he was stood clearly stated he was nervous.

"what?" i mumbled.

a soft pink blush painted across his pale skin and he looked down at his feet, "can you help me with my maths?"

as much as the way he was embarrassed and somewhat flustered was adorable and i wanted nothing more than to take him into my arms and kiss him i couldn't help but keep that strong cold image.

"no, why would i waste time on someone like you?" i scoffed.

the blue eyed boy let out a deep sigh nodding slightly at my answer, "thought you'd say that well thanks for nothing, tsukishima"

without another word, he left the classroom leaving me by myself with these thoughts. i regret being horrible and cruel to him and using such bad manners towards him but i couldn't just soften up and show him how i feel, could i? no. it would be stupid and pathetic for me to loose my cool over some crush.

i looked out of the window at the burst of colours which painted the autumn leaves. i wish i had the guts to tell him how i felt, i wish i didn't have to be so horrid towards him, i just wish it wasn't this hard.

after a few hours, the last school bell had rang and people were crashing through the doors like hurds of elephants as i stumbled through the stampede. once i got out, it started to rain and unfortunately i hadn't brought an umbrella and the bus stop was packed with no way for me to stand under the shelter. i lowered my head and just hoped for the next bus to be quick.

"tsukki" i heard a low, deep voice call, "here"

"i don't want your umbrella kageyama" i rolled my eyes shivering and biting my lip.

he walked over putting the large, navy umbrella over us and sighed, "stop being stubborn"

"seriously king i don't need-

before i could finish my sentence a few kids had pushed kageyama into me by running around and his whole body fell onto mine, his hands slamming against the wall trapping me. i would say it was the worst thing that could've happened but he was warm, he was cozy and he smelt good too. even though the distance between us was nothing more than a few centimetres i wanted nothing more than to cuddle his waist and have my head against his neck but that i couldn't.

"i'm sorry tsukki" he growled as his face illuminated in that pink colour once again.

"it's fine" i muttered feeling his body get off mine and i couldn't help but feel a little sad about it.

"i need you to tutor me, tsukki" tobio sighed looking up at me.

"the king? a tutor?" i scoffed forcing a cold laugh.

"tsukki please" he said looking at me desperately, "you know if i don't pass these tests i won't get to play, seriously tsukki? what do you hold against me?"

i shuddered at his words and dared to look back staring at the sky as if what he said didn't matter, "why me? suga is smart and daichi is and i'm sure they wouldn't care to spend a few hours out of their night teaching you"

"it just has to be you, alright? i can't go asking people older than me and you know..you're the smartest" he trailed off the last bit but i heard it.

"fine whatever but when?" i rolled my eyes giving into his begs.

"tonight would be great, my parents aren't home until tomorrow and my sister is out with her friends until sunday and since it's friday you could stay" tobio shrugged and smiled slightly.

"you could've asked me on wednesday you know, maybe given me a heads up about it but fine tonight is fine i guess just let me go home first and send me your address" i nodded moving away from him and nudging his shoulder a bit.

a few minutes later, the came and the crowd of pupils ran to the bus doors pushing the people getting off out of the way so they were the firsts on. however, i stayed back and waited and thankfully a teacher came out and put me and kageyama on last even though there was no space between us(not that i was complaining) i was just happy to be on the bus.

i looked at tobio and saw him blushing as his face was pressed against the window behind me and he was basically squashing me against the wall. i held on tight to the bars trying not to slip when the breaks slammed at each stop and turn. i shut my eyes resting my head back and felt his body shift closer to mine and since i knew his stop was before mine it was going to be at least two hours with the weekend traffic.

before i knew it, tobio had fell asleep on me and i had no way of moving because he would wake up and even though i didn't care much i didn't want him to panic as such and scare people. so i left him there to sleep and just hoped this traffic would move.

i watched as soft snores escaped from his thin lips and how his face was flustered and so close to my neck that it was almost kissing it. i blushes at the thought knowing if i thought any deeper about this situation i would get hard and that was something i don't want to explain.