Two Bad Girls

Chapter 33: Loving Two Bad Girls

I sat down my chair and admired Tori's smile on the wallpaper of my computer screen.

"I miss you love" I whispered, as if I'm speaking with her.

*Knock* *Knock*

"Ms. Brie? Levi's here to see you" Samantha said and I told her to let Levi in.

She's been very hands on with the new branch. Rey said she would help in the café from time to time and she's the one picking up supplies from ours, then take it to their town.

Yeah, I know she's doing that to see me. She's still courting me, we would go out but I have been clear to her that I am still not ready. My heart still mourns for Tori.

"Hey! How's it going?" Levi greeted with a smile.

"Great! Back so soon for supplies?" I asked.

"Yeah! What can I say, the people there just love your coffee" she answered.

"That's good to hear. Let me just check the inventory before we head to the supply room" I said.

"Sounds good" Levi replied and sat down in front of me.

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We went to the supply room and I gave Levi bags of coffee for her branch.

"Hey, uh...if you're not busy this weekend maybe you could drop by? I can pick you up and... and Rey would be happy to see you" she stuttered to complete her statement.

It's not like her to get lost on her own words, I giggled on the thought.

"What?" she asked.

"Nothing, I just find it weird that the all mighty Levi McKenzie is now stuttering" I teased.

"Oh, now you're the one teasing me" she replied with one eyebrow up.

"Maybe" I answered and smiled.

"I just think the old me was never a character you'll fall in love with, so I'm trying my best to be better... for you" she said.

"You don't have to change yourself just for me" I replied. I feel a bit guilty that she had to do that because I didn't chose her.

"I know, but I want to. You taught me a lot and I am not asking you to love me right now. I just want to show you I love you"

Her words made me blush. I turned towards her and sighed.

"I told you..."

"I get you, you don't have to worry about me. I could wait. I'm happy to be your friend" she interrupted and smiled.

"Come on, I'm not the only girl who can love you. Live your life, who knows you'll find someone who'll return your love" I said, subtly brushing her off.

"I agree, who can resist my charm" she said and wiggled her eyebrows making me laugh. "But I just want you, Brie" she continued.

There was silence after that, I feel bad for brushing her off, but her eyes are telling me that whatever she's saying is true.

"Uh, let's take it to your car" I changed the topic and she agreed.

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Levi left after she got the supplies, I told her that I'll just let her know if I can drop by the branch this weekend. The day went by fast after that and I went home as soon as I finished everything in the café.

When I arrived at the mansion, I saw Annabeth in the garden.

"It's late mom, what are you doing up?" I asked and gave her a kiss on the cheek.

"I had a dream" she said and I just looked at her.

"It's Dorothy, she's smiling at me and she looks at peace. I never wanted to wake up from that dream" she said and I can see tears forming in the corners of her eyes.

"Did she tell you something?"

"No, she's just smiling" she said.

"Maybe she's just happy watching you sleep" I replied and held her hand. She looked at me with a smile, trying her best to hold back the tears.

"Let's go inside, it's cold" I asked Annabeth and accompanied her inside.

I stayed for a couple of minutes with Annabeth, then I went back to our room - well now, only my room.

"You're such a jerk" I whispered, like I was just talking to Tori. She knows how much we miss her, but then she would visit us in our dreams without saying a word.

I slightly opened the window and a familiar minty-tea aroma filled the room.

"Now you want to be with me" I said irritated. I know she's always around, looking after us.

I laid on the bed and held the angel pendant on my neck, then closed my eyes - trying to imagine Tori laying beside me.

"You loved me until the end, but it's time to move on" a voice inside my head said, as if Tori whispered directly into my ear.

I opened my eyes and looked at the empty space beside me, making sure that no one's there.

I looked at the angel pendant and smiled.

It's amazing how a person could experience different forms of love, I thought.

Tori's love is selfless, deep and everlasting. It's the kind of love you'll treasure for life. We might have met in the most terrible way possible, but we ended up loving each other eternally. She taught me to be stronger, to make every minute of your life count and that happiness is something you'll have to decide on. She chose me over a wealthier life, to the point she gave up everything she has, just to be with me. And I chose to be with her, even though I know we have limited time with each other. Those decisions changed our life, together.

As for Levi, her love is patient, warm and loyal. From the moment we met, all I can see in her is arrogance and selfishness. Everything changed when I finally chose Tori. I guess love can make you do things, you never knew you can. She became responsible and humble, some things I didn't saw in her until now. Giving all her love without asking in return is admirable. The courage that she has, just to show how much she loves me.

Tori will be and forever be my greatest love. But no one could tell where Levi's love would take us in the future.

I'm just blessed to receive such wonderful love from these two bad girls.

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