Letter #4
February 20th, 2019
Dear my love,
I do not know if I should even call you that anymore. You made it clear last night that you did not want to have a girlfriend anymore. I found out some things from two years ago that keep continuing to stab me in the heart every time I think about it. I am in pain I never thought I would be, and I broke a promise to you. Now you might never know about it because you aren't mine anymore. I wish I could just have you back, but I think I am in denial. Everything hurts. I lost my motivation to do everything. I am hoping one day I will have you back, but for now, I walk around my house collecting all of the clothes I have of yours. My heart is breaking into pieces. No matter what, I want you in my life. My life is better with you in it. I will always love you. My feelings for you will never change. I understand that your feelings for me aren't the same like I wish they were. I hope you find everything you deserve. I know you will find someone who will treat you like the amazing person you are. As hurt as I am, I do not know that I will be in another relationship ever in my life. You gave me something I never thought I could have. I do not think I will feel this way about anyone else in my life. I am so grateful for everything you've given me. I hope you will be in my life forever. I'm sorry for everything. I love you.
Love,
String bean
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Letter to my Love
RomanceThese letters are from a heart broken girl in an attempt to cope with everything in her life. She writes these letters to the love of her life, but he'll never see them. She uses them to understand her feelings.
