Letter #3
February 17th, 2019
Dear my love,
I don't think I can even call you my love anymore. It hurts so much to think that you aren't mine. While it hasn't been confirmed what we are, I feel you going away. Now I don't know if you will ever see this like I planned. I will always love you. I just wish I knew what changed in a month. We were so in love. I never saw a problem until you created it. You said there was a problem. You pushed yourself away and made yourself stop feeling. Feelings aren't things we should be scared of, yet you seem to be so scared. I don't know if I will ever know what changed, and while change isn't always a bad thing, whatever is going on with you is. I see you pushing everyone away. I wish I had the chance to help, and I can tell you want it. I honestly feel like this will be a big regret because I'm not sure I can be in your life if I don't have you. I can't watch you love someone else while I am still in love with you. While you aren't my first love, you will always be my greatest love. I hope one day you will read these. I hope we can find each other again. I will pray for you. I am praying for you. I know you are hurting. I know that you can't see the future in anything anymore, but do not give up hope. Do not push more people away. I just hope you give me a chance to help. Until next time.
Love,
String bean
P.S.
I do not want you to feel bad, but I don't know that I can live without you in my life. You're my everything...so if anything happens to me, I hope you find your way to these letters somehow.
YOU ARE READING
Letter to my Love
RomanceThese letters are from a heart broken girl in an attempt to cope with everything in her life. She writes these letters to the love of her life, but he'll never see them. She uses them to understand her feelings.
