Is This Love? (ON GOING) (LOVE SERIES)

~PROLOGUE~

Disclaimer: This story is a work of fiction, names, characters, places and incidents, are product of author's imagination, and used fictitious only. Any resemblance to actual events, places or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

This story is UNEDITED, so it might have typographical and grammatical errors. Please understand me. I'll go get review this after I finish the whole story, thank you.

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What I felt for him is a.... Love? But when and where did it start? All he did is hurting me, so why did I came to an end like this? Why does it hurt seeing him cuddling and talking with the other girls?

I shouldn't be like this, he doesn't love me, neither his family, I know, they wouldn't like me because I'm not like them, they were rich, and me? Just living with a simple life, so I should stop this freaking feelings of mine, we were not going to be together, ever.

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"Stay away from my son you ugly and poor girl! All you want from him is money!" His mom shouted in me the time that she saw us, his son, together. Money? I don't need money! I am not a gold digger!

"What are you talking about mom?! She's not like that!" Casimir angrily said to his mom, but she just look at her son with disappointment.

"You didn't know that girl, Casimir! If I know she's poisoning your mind so that she can have you! Please son, stay away from that beggar!" My tears started to fall, no I am not that kind of a girl, even if I don't have a money, I didn't think to please nor to talk to Casimir about that.

"Just stop that crap mom! I know her more than I know you! She's not a gold digger and I won't never gonna stay away from the girl that I love! Even if you, no, this family disowned me, I am not going to stay away from her." I automatically look at Casimir after he said those words, then I saw his serious glares towards his mother, who's now looking disappointedly to his son. She really doesn't want me to be Casimir's partner.

I should think, am I going to surrender this? Am I going to stay away from him? But I love him! But, if his family disowned him, he will be living in a hard life, I am not rich as they are, I can't give what he want, and so if he still want to be with me, It'll be hard for him.

I let go of Casimir's hand that made him look at me surprisingly.

"I'm letting you go, Casimir." Though it hurts me badly, but I should set him free, it's for him. I don't want him to suffer, I don't want him to live his life like mine, I know he can't make it, maybe he can but It'll be hard, and I don't want him to suffer like that.

I run as fast as I can, I know the guards can stop him if he try to run towards me. I'm so sorry, Casimir.

Is this love? Is this what love means? Being hurt because of letting go the one that we loved?

Why is it happening? Ganito ba talaga pag magmamahal, dapat masasaktan?

I don't know if he will forgive me after this, I am being weak, not able to fight for our love. But, I don't want to be Casimir's mother's enemy, mahirap siyang kalaban, mahirap lang din ako, anong magagawa ko kung pera na ang ipangtatapat? Wala, sana maintindihan niya ako, kung hindi man niya ako mapapatawad, tatanggapin ko nalang.

I choose not to fight, I choose to leave him, so I deserve not to be forgiven.