Shatter Me

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After Papists found out that she is alone in the underground, they try to see if there was a way though the barrier. Trying to walk through it didn't work because she was a monster and the barrier didn't give her a clear view of the outside world nor. In the end, she gave up searching for human souls after hours of searching. It was impossible for the papists to find them, since she had no idea where the king had hidden them, so she returned home.

You smile

Nothing but silence and emptiness throughout the underground. The wreckage of a girl is surrounded by an awful silence. It feeds on her loneliness and creates a void of misery and torture haunted by gray shadows.

Papists: Being alone is not so terrible no one to tell me what to do. No more bedtimes. I can eat anything I want. I...I...I can do this.

She smiles at herself while holding back tears. Trying to cheer up in this lonely place.

Stomach noise

Papists: Speaking of food, I'm starving. I hope there's food in the kitchen.

Papists move toward the kitchen with an upbeat tone. Walking inside she saw the kitchen contained a stove with an empty pie tin in it, a trash can, a tall sink, and a fridge that has containers labeled "spaghetti" on one side and an empty bag of chips on the other.

Papists: Why is that sink so high, how am I supposed to reach it?Can I even reach that with a chair? I'll have to worry about that as soon as I get food.

She walks over to the fridge and opens it to only find one slice of pie.

Papists: Is this all I got? Surely there is more food than this.

Papists begin to worry that she didn't think about not having any food here. She starts to search the kitchen for any remaining food, but finds none. She wants to laugh and not believe this is happening. But there is no sound of laughter or happiness here.

But you wanna cry

Papists: Papists don't freak out, I'll just check the stores and restaurants around here for more food. First let me eat this pie, I don't want to go searching on an empty stomach.

As she eats the pie it tastes just like butterscotch while tears begin to form in her eyes.

Papists: It is so good.

After finishing her pie, Papists grabs a school backpack from her room. She takes everything out to make room for the food she finds. Done with her task she heads out the front door into the snow.

Papists: Hummm I never did figure out how old I am here. I know monsters can check the stats of a person by looking at their soul but I don't know how to pull out my soul.

As Papists stop in the snow, they try to find a way to get her soul out.

Papists: I read a lot about undertale fanfiction, so maybe something from that will help.
.........Funny I can still remember something like this.

Deep breath

Papists: Okay, I can do this just focus.

Closing her eyes she focuses on the soul inside her feeling it until there is a pop.

Papists: What...what..... what was that?! Is that my soul?

An upside down cartoon heart appeared right in front of her, confirming that she wasn't human anymore.

Papists: So I am a monster but why does it have three different colors? Green for kindness, blue for integrity and red for determination... I wonder if it's because I'm still young and I haven't settled on a characteristic yet.

Still looking at her soul Papists wonder how she is going to see her stats.

Noise

Papists: Huh! OK, I won't ask about my stats since I have to ask for it anyway.

Name: Papists
Age: 5
Species: Human Monster
HP: 45
AT: 34
DF: 20
Type of Magic: Blue, Orange and Green
Weapons: Bones

Papists don't play easy

Papists:

What does this mean I'm a human monster at 5 years old?

Signing to herself, she closed out her stats and went back to searching for food. It became apparent to her as she searched in the snowin, that there wasn't much food in the underground, and she became increasingly concerned.

Papists: Wait, why does this reminds me of horrortale? Oh cupcakes! I forgot about the core! Hope it doesn't break down. Oh no I have to threw ice into the water! If this keeps up I don't know how much more I can deal with.

Papists discover where the wolf monster threw grain ice into the water. It was oversized than her body and she didn't know if she could move it on her own. Papists didn't know how to use her magic yet so relocating it was going to be a challenge for her. Despite her best efforts, the ice never moved. A few hours later, she attempted to move the ice with no luck so Papists had dicided to thrown in the towel for today. Somber, melancholy moods decay her soul. As she returns to her empty home, she walks into the kitchen to put up what she found.

You talk

A few days passed with nothing but silence as she tried to fill the emptiness with her voice. Talking to herself about anything and everything around her but even that wasn't enough to fill the void. In order to pass the time, she even tried to learn how to use her magic skills.

Papists: Talking to myself is really not working isn't it? At least I can move the ice with my magic now but how long will that keep the core working? I wish.......I just wish!

Tears begin to fall from her eyes as emptiness builds a home inside her. Hollows have bred in this girl.

But you wanna be quiet

Days turn to weeks and no longer talking to herself she only listens to silence. She has been exploring the underground for the last few weeks. If lucky, she finds something new to watch and takes it home. Because she had already watched all the VR tapes in the house, she needed something else to do besides sleeping all day. Lately she had been having weird dreams about this place or memories.

Papists: It feels like they're trying to tell me something.

You pretend like you're happy

For the Papists, things began to feel wrong as the weeks turned into months. It's as if she lost something and was replaced by something else, but she doesn't know what it is.

Papists: Everything will be fine when everyone returns! I can even make pasta for everybody I'm sure!

Papist's head is flooded with memories that replace what she has known and what she has lost. Sans her older brother remembering how they grew up together. Her best friend undyne taught her how to cook. The friendly monsters who live in snowdin as they go about their daily lives.

Papists: I'm sure everything is going to be ok.

But you aren't

With months turning into years, Papists is consumed by a deepening sea of nowhereness. Confusion feeds inside her like a savage leaving nothing valuable behind.

Silence becomes sound. Sounds become noise. Noise brings a scream. A screaming turned into a cry of a child.

Papists: Sans! Sans Big Brother! Please! Anyone! Please please sans........s...sans


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