Unexpected Love

This Is It?

"Okay so now the conclusive explanation of..." Abir continues with the experiment....
Why is he this much.....good?! I'm not dreaming right? I mean he is happening to my life  in real?

Last few months have been the best spent days of my life....with everyone and everything here...with Abir. He had never let me feel that I'm not home!Infact I found my home here...where I can be happy...I can be me...
My relationship with Abir is a bit... ummm unnamed. Yeah we like each other's company...infact very much love each other's company... There's not a single day I have spent without him here... and I love........it.

"Miiishhhhhtiiiiii" his voice interrupt my thoughts. "Why are you staring at me snd smiling?" He asks narrowing his eyes.
"Hmmmm?" I hum...I feel like I'm flying when he calls my name...
"What hmm? Mishti? Why are you dreaming about me in the middle of an experiment and that too when I'm just in front of you?" He asks me.
What! Ohh I can see his smirk!
"What dreaming?" I come out of my trance, "What dream? Who's dreaming? I'm not...dreaming!" I try to clear myself. "Achha? Then why were you staring at me?" He asks me smirking. "Abirrrr we should...stop talking nonsense and...concentrate on the experiment" I stated in a proud tone. I can feel his eyes on me...constant with that smirk on his face...
"Now you stop staring at me" I reply still looking down... I try to meet his eyes tilting my head up a bit with one eyes closed...and before I can understand anything, he started tickling! "Ehhh heyyy nooo nooo Ab...Abh...Abirrr ehhhhuuu" I'm not able to control...and we started laughing hard...together...

After a moment he let go of me. "Now done with the break? Shall we concentrate on our experiment now?" He questioned. And nodded deeply...

Ohh this man! He understands every single mood of me! I guess he understood my thoughts as well. Hufff!
Abir is not only the mentor of my studies but my partner...of life...
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"Wow! It's...beautiful!" I exclaim looking at the view just in front of me. "You like it?" He asks looking at me. "I just...love it!" I answer. Yes, after the work, we came for a little visit of Salzburg. Yeah we do this often...exploring Salzburg with him..
"You know, here winter is more beautiful" he says fixing his glance at a distant as cool breezes start flowing over us... "Abir...you know I have always wanted to feel snow but never got a chance" I start the conversation. "Okay! Then this year, we'll feel snow together" he states leaning a bit closer. And I smile....

Bit by bit he starts moving his hand towards mine...touching my pinky finger with his. These little things has my heart! And he always does these things! That is why I...

"Abirrrrrr! Icecream!" I scream out loud suddenly. Yeah! My love for icecream never dies and specially when he is with me... And he laughed, "Mishtiiii.. okay wait for me" and he left.
"Just one icecream?" I ask as he return with a chocolate icecream. "No I won't have today" he answers.
He lean forward on the boundary standing beside me. I move my hand slowly towards his face and smear some cream on his nose. "Hey!! Mishtiiiiiiiiiiii...you....wait for me" he exclaim and start running behind me.
Our little things...
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I personally love the garden area of his place. Yeah...and we spend time there a lot! Chatting...laughing...teasing and... counting stars.
In last few months my life has changed a lot! I came to myself only because of Abir and it was this garden area and those sleepless nights when we talk intensely... Today was such a night...

After lying the essential things on the ground, we settle ourselves on the ground. "So? Music or game?" I ask to start the conversation. "Ummm let's play a game tonight" he answers. "Okay! So...truth and dare?" I ask him because it is the general game. "Mishti, let's put it this way...only truth...okay?" "Okay!" I answer.

We continue with our question and answer... teasing moments for almost an hour and finally we lay down beside each other...
"Biggest achievement?" I ask him as a question fixing my gaze at the sky. Tilting his head he answers, "You..." I match my eyes with his. Those hazel brown eyes with the tremendous amount of intensity in it, filled the air with a different emotion. And I...just got lost in it...
I gulp...without blinking my eyes as he advances his hands towards mine...interlocking the fingers....

"Abirrrr" I utter. "Hmmm?" He replies placing my hand on his chest...close to his heart. "If...a star...shoots right now.. what will you wish?" I ask looking at the sky. "Us...." he whispers near my ear making me blush...and shiver by his warm breath. "And what will you ask Mishti?" He asks me in return.
I turn to my side to face him...looking straight into his eyes...keeping the other hand on his face...

The thing between us is so pure! So blissful! Who could think I will be so attached with someone that spending a day without him would be unimaginable for me! And this man...!

"I wish the moment stops right here right now" I utter rubbing his face by my thumb.
Putting his hand on my face, holding the portion under my ear with his other hand he starts, "What have you done to me! I'm just...changed!" I smile..."So it's a good change or a bad?"  I whisper. "You gave me my home...my life Mishti" he utters leaning a bit more close... "Just...Thank you for coming into my life" he whispers rubbing my face...

This moment...this very moment...is something! Something very serene! Something very special! And I wish the moment to stop right now!

"Mishti Aggarwal" he move his face a bit forward...making me chuckle.. and continues, "I...I...love you"

Everything was beautiful till now but soon...my smile faded..

He advanced...brushing his lips with mine... waiting for the reciprocation but.......I pulled apart...

Yes! These three words! They are the golden words for everyone else but for me...these are the cursed words...

Suddenly my breathing increased! That restlessness...and...I just wanna cry... No! Not these words please! But... omg! This is for real! I don't wanna loose him but...neither can I break the promise... No!
I stand up quickly...urging to leave...
He is shocked I guess but my condition is worse... No no no! Why this has to happen!

"Mishti? Wh..what happened? Are you alright?" He asked me with an extreme level of concern. Taking a deep breath, I uttered, "Yeah I...I'm...fine I...I am just not feeling well so...I must go now...Goodnight"
"But Mishti suddenly what...? Okay fine...come I'll drop you..." he stated "No Abir, I can...I can just go by myself" I answered.

No! I can't stand in front of him! I can't show him my face! Not right now!So I just run.....
My voice choked...breathing hitched...flashes started coming in front of my eyes.... That restlessness...and that promise I made....

"I'm sorry Abir...I'm so sorry! I...can't...I want to but....I...can't! Love is not for me...No! So..." I started weeping and finally break down in the middle of the road......
I settle myself in a corner of the street... still weeping... Why is it me? Why?
God! Abir and me....

This is it then?

AUTHOR'S NOTE: So very sorry for the late update. I won't make you wait for the next one. Hope you like it. Stay connected.