Unfamiliar Feeling Called, Love?

Chapter 16

KISHA'S PoV

"Do you like him, Zaxisha?" punyeta, inulit pa talaga ni Shami yung tanong.

Ba't ba ganito yung tanong niya? Punyeta talaga.

"Luh, Shami, ba't mo naman naitanong eh obvious namang study first si Kisha haha." good thing Marco interrupted kaya ngayon ay nasa kanya ang atensyon ng lahat.

"I just asked, sorry haha, nevermind that." Shami said at mahinhing tumawa. I don't know ha, pero something's bugging me. Why did she ask me that? Did she ask me that because she likes Jhared or what? I know girls, babae rin ako kaya nahahalata ko kung sino yung in-love at kung sino yung hindi.

"OMG!" we all turned to Hannah nang bigla siyang tumayo habang nanlalaki ang eyes niyang nakatingin sa phone as if gulat na gulat.

"Uwi na'ko guys, hinahanap na ako ni Dad! Bye! Una na'ko!" Hannah quickly picked up her bag.

"Kayo na bahala kay Harvey, Kisha sorry mauna na ako." she then quickly got out. Psh, aba, siya yung nagdala sa'kin dito ta's ngayon siya pa 'tong nang-iwan?

I was a bit shock pa nang tumayo na rinang iba at nagsialisan na.

"Guys, kami rin ni Shami, we're off." -Mayu.

"Bye guys. Kitakits sa Monday." -Shami.

"'Mga tol, tulungan n'yo ko." it was Myko na ngayon ay inaalalayan si Harvey na wala na talagang consciousness. I cracked a short tawa dahil do'n, buti nalang mabait sina Marco at Drake kaya tinulungan na siya.

I sighed, finally hindi na maingay so I stood up para umuwi na rin, just then one loud kalabog startled me. Punyeta.

I looked at where it came from, si Jhared bumagsak sa sahig.

And...

Shet, ba't ngayon ko lang na-realize kami nalang pala dalawa dito?!

I gazed my eyes everywhere with my arms crossed, ang kalat-kalat. Like, my ghad! Ang kalat talaga!

Again, I turned to Jhared na ngayon ay may malay pa ring gumagapang sa sahig papunta sa isang sofa. Is he thinking na dito mag-sleep?

'What do I do then? Tsk.'

Sumimangot ako, 'Alangan namang tulungan ko siya? Or samahan dito? No way!'

But looking at him... kawawa naman. Hays!!!

'FINE!'

'Just this once I'll help him.' So here, I stood next to him.

"Hoy." I kicked him, pero napakahina lang, enough to get his attention.

"Hoy palaka." ulit ko when he was still unresponsive.

For the second time napasimangot ako as I decided to kneel down and shake him off, "Xian Jhared Xu, hoy."

"Hmmmm." he sounded habang nakakulob.

"For goodness sake." I flipped his body. Ayan, inom pa more.

Muli akong napatingin sa sofa, malapit lang naman ito and it'll not be that hassle for me if I'll bring him there, then that's all, bahala na siya sa life niya.

"Ang init..." I heard him said those but I didn't mind him.

"Psh, of all people why does- pvtangina Jhared!" my mata's automatically widened the moment I turned sa kanya.

"B-Ba't ka naghuhubad?!" I immediately stopped his hand from unbuttoning his polo. Putragis 'tong lalaking 'to! Naghuhubad kung lasing!

I even noticed he already unbuckled his belt. Pvta. Pvta talaga 'tong lalaking 'to.

Buti nalang he stopped na and I even saw him chewing as if may kinakain habang nakapikit.

I gulped when my eyes accidentally landed on his sweat-wet neck to his collar bone, and my eyes even ran down his upper chest that was being exposed.

"Heeewwwww..." tuloy, napapaypay na ako sa sarili using my hands. Everything just suddenly felt so mainit, ewan ko ba.

"Kisha, focus on your aim para makauwi kana!" I slapped my face, I was like a tanga.

"Jhared stand ka na." sabi ko as I started to lift him up. It was mahirap because he was so mabigat pero at the end I managed to support both of our weight naman.

I was able to take him on a few steps not until...

"A-Aaahhhh!" I yelled when I went out of balance and end up landing on top of him with our faces very close.

My eyes were pumitok-pitok for ilang beses habang nakatitig sa kanyang face this close. I gulped. My arms were on his chest. I gulped my own laway.

This is torture.

I saw him bumungisngis. Wait what? He did?

Oo nga, bumungisngis nga siya and I'm really seeing his fixed teeth and arched thin lips along with his smile. Okay he's handsome, but this is foolish!

"You said to me you'll be on top of me, and I'll be under you... is this what you're saying? Hmmmn, you're naughty." putragis, nakakaloko pa talaga niyang sinabi yun with chuckles. How dare he?

Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin at binagsakan ng kamay sa dibdib bago ako umalis sa ibabaw niya.

"Umayos ka Jhared ha, umayos ka!" inis ko'ng sabi sa kanya, the truth is I was affected by that at hindi ko alam kung bakit. Umiinit yung pisngi ko. Punyetang lasing 'to.

Hindi na siya kumilos nor nagsalita pa, looks like natuluyan na nga ang mokong. Napasimangot nalang ako at nagkibit-shoulders. Why am I even doing this anyway?

I decided to finish everything na so I touched him para simulan na sanang alalayan siya ulit but then...

I stopped when I felt a hand of another just grabbed my wrist, it was his.

Taka ako'ng naglipat ng sight sa kanya, then the next moment, I saw him slowly opening his eyes. Ewan ko ba pero pinagpapawisan na rin ako. Ano ba 'to?!

Natauhan nalang ako upon realizing he was already staring at me, while holding my wrist.

"What are you doing?"

"Kisha... that question earlier..." I know he's very lasing na.

"Ows, what about it? Akala mo gusto kita? Asa ka." ganti ko, si lasing naman ay parang tangang natawa.

"May something funny ba sa sinabi ko ha?"

"If you really don't like me, why were't you able to answer 'NO' that quick?" lasing na nga talaga 'tong lalakeng 'to, kung ano-ano na sini-say ng bibig.

"Kisha..." he called me ulit, then he continued, "...do you like me?"

Umirap nalang ako sa air, "No, ayan. NO, I don't like you, hindi kita gusto."

I raised him one of my kilays and attempted to free my wrist but he just held it even tighter as his stare turned even more dead serious, "So when will you like me?"

Then there's this... this unfamiliar feeling inside that's starting to eat my heart. Ano ba 'tong nararamdaman ko? Hindi ko siya kaagad nasagot, at ewan ko ba kung bakit.