June 22
12:29 AM
[ Yuta Daniels ]
Millie:
I had a talk with H
12:51 AM
Yuta:
Sorry late, just finished a game
So what about it
Millie:
*sent a screenshot*
Yuta:
Hmm good answer to stop your guilt but now I feel bad for you. Why the fuck would you hurt yourself?
You even thanked it
Proud, my ass!
Millie:
It's alright tho lol
I expected the answer coz I know him ever since and his decision is somewhat predictable to me till now, H was so matured even when we were younger. He knows his principles and choices
Yuta:
Want me to come over?
Millie:
No lmao
Yuta:
Aight, your point is?
read
You're hurt at the answer 😑
Millie:
The slight pain isn't a big deal, Yuta
I really appreciate his honesty, it made me feel better
Yuta:
It made your guilt feel better, not the whole you coz clearly it was hurtful.
I'm not blaming him for that answer coz you insisted to hear that, to satisfy your guilt—to convince yourself that you're not a part of their issues but did you really feel better?
No.
Millie:
It did!
Tsk, I'm just a bit hurt but it doesn't matter as long as I know that I would never be a hindrance into their relationship
Yuta:
You're annoying, you know? I don't know if you're a masochist or a freaking martyr
You shouldn't ask those kind of questions, let everything flow naturally. It's not like you controlled them to break up. You are the present, can't you just focus on that?
Millie:
😟😟😟😟
I'm sorry, I just don't wanna keep myself in guilt. I can't help myself, Yuta. I feel like I always need the saving, the words... I just really can't understand what's with me
Yuta:
Coz being nice is tiring, Mills
You can't just stay like that, you can't just always feel guilty about some things around you
Is this still because of your almost broken family?
Millie:
😞😞😞😞😞
Yuta:
Dude it wasn't your fault
Millie:
I was the main reason why they almost fell apart and it's still haunting me, I don't wanna be the same person as I was—the same person who brings chaos and bad events
Yuta:
You raised it up within you and it wasn't right, your parents wanted to take a break coz they wanted time and air to breathe from everything
Millie:
Because I'm weak, they needed to breathe coz I was a heavy baggage
Yuta:
Oh Dear God
When will you accept yourself?
Millie:
Haaay
I hate it
Lol we were talking about H and now this lifted up
Yuta:
Coz you feel the same thing, you're always putting yourself in between. That's so hard to avoid when it's already a nature
You should talk to H about that so he'd aware of his actions
Millie:
Tsk no way, I'm slowly improving... at least, I could accept answers
Yuta:
With pain hahaha
You're too impossible
If I'd choose a girlfriend, remind me to list out your kinds. It would be a headache!
Now I'm excited to witness how you're gonna handle your relationship with him
You are so mature in a stupid way
Millie:
Hahahahahahhaha mean!
Well, at least I know my place now as what you're always advising!
Yuta:
That's good but dude please, just be a little bit selfish. That kindness won't work nicely outside the fuckin real world
Millie:
I know right but I wanna be kind because this is my 2nd life and I don't wanna waste it hating people and things around
Yuta:
I've thought about something, it's interesting and I want you to answer truthfully
Millie:
What
Yuta:
What if his ex girlfriend confront you and told you to stay away, break up with him and such? You know, normal bitches way. What would you do? 😂
Millie:
Lmao where did it come from?
Yuta:
I'm just really curious how you're gonna handle that situation
Millie:
Uhm idk
Yuta:
You're nonsense!
Millie:
Hahahaha what do you want me to do?
Yuta:
Of course the normal! Fight for it! That's how you answer!
You're making me hate you
Millie:
Hahahhaaha, I know when to fight. If it's only worth to fight for like my life
Yuta:
Kinda nice but not convincing enough to believe you, sorry 😕
