Feelings

The Truth Can Be Too Much To Handle|36|

"I'm not going to lose it, just let me wear it this one time and I'll never ask again" she repeated. I was starting to get a little annoyed after that.

"No sage. You've been wearing my things this past month and I was fine with it but now your doing a little to much" I replied.

She looked took back and discouraged. "Well sorry, I didn't know it was that serious" she spoke.

"I was just telling you that cause you been acting a little to clingy towards me and acting like an annoying little sister or something" I went on.

She paused for a minute then looked at me. "That's because I am.." she trailed off.

I raised an eyebrow. "No your not sage. We're just friends" I repeated.

"Kimani.. I'm not saying that as no title or to be funny, I actually am your blood sister" she continued.

Celeste stood beside me and looked at us with a worried face and then Yahir came down the stairs and looked at us.

"What's going on?" He questioned.

Jacy POV

I was pulling up at my sami house cause she called me to say that she had to talk to me about something important.

I knocked on her door and she answered within minutes and let me in.

"Asha is at work so let's sit in the living room" she said.

I nodded my head and we sat down on her couch and she was looking a little jittery and excited.

"So what happened?" I asked.

"I'm thinking about having a baby" she said.

I raised my eyebrows. "For real? When?" I asked.

"I don't know in a few months, I still haven't talked to asha about this but seeing that you already have a 8 year old son and Londyn is months pregnant with a girl, makes me want to have a baby too" she explained.

"How you wanna do it then? Adoption or some shit?" I asked.

"Noo, I want my own baby so ima just get a sperm donor but to get a sperm donor I have to talk about this to asha first. She has a brother and they look exactly alike so when I do talk to her about this then maybe I could bring him up" she said.

"But isn't the donor supposed to be unknown?" I questioned.

"I did my research all on it and no. If fact, it's better for it to be a family member then unknown, the baby will have both asha and I blood and it'll potentially look like one of us" she continued.

I nodded my head. "But you gotta be careful with that kind of stuff too, what if her brother turn around and say that he want the baby to himself? Cause technically that would be his baby" I asked.

"He doesn't even want kids in the first place so it'll all work out perfectly" she smiled.

"So you got it all set up in yo head then" I chuckled.

"Yes sirr by July I'll be pregnant" she exclaimed.

"Finally, I needed a niece or nephew from yo ass" I said.

"Yea and then you can babysit" she said laughing.

I shook my head and laughed. "So what's been going on with you and Kimani now? Y'all cool?" She asked.

"We cool but nah we still ain't talking. I don't even know when we gone start talking again, she never told me" I answered.

"Maybe she just trynna get her life together first, she did say that she wanted her career to be set up and then she'll worry about kids and relationships later" she mentioned.