Rejecting Mr.Alpha

Awakening

Special thanks to TheCourageousBeast for reminding and encouraging me to continue this book

Kaylynn pov

Doctors and nurses fled into the room, most looking at me like I had grown another head as the others examined me

What the hell....

Looking around the room I saw a chair with a blanket and pillow on it... who was staying here?

The door creaking open am my father walked in,

"Your awake." his voice held astonishment and happiness

A small smile crept onto my face as I thought of his favorite show and my favorite line,

" Well no shit Sherlock"

His face went stern until he cracked a small smile," sorry I had no clue Captain Obvious"

"Sir, I'm sorry to interrupt but we need to check for any injuries, would you mind leaving the room for awhile?" The nurse politely asked while looking at my father,

"Of course mrs." he replied leaving the room.

That's one of the reasons I love my dad so much, even though he's alpha he never treats anyone with disrespect

Unlike my mate..

He had broken my heart and left me to pick up the pieces

I can't imagine my life with him or without him, I can't escape this maze he built up for me.

I just wish I didn't have him as a mate, Im sure he wants the same.

I discovered during the attack when I couldn't save my own self, that I was worthless and weak. I'm not strong enough to lead a pack.

He doesn't need me, i am nothing

I am nothing and I sadly only have the pleasure of hating him because he will never love me

You love him, my wolf replied

I ignore her comment and let my eyes drift to sleep while one thought was on my mind,

Why did he reject me

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Blake's POV

when the doctors rushed in I left the room so they could care for her

I hadn't eaten or slept in days, nor had I even left her room.

My sister Lana had come to visit and brought a blanket and pillow so that I could sleep but I couldn't knowing they could get her

I won't let my eyes off of her, they are trying to find her and if they do, my world will be broken.

Sometimes I use the excuse of telling my self that the reason I had rejected her was that I wanted to protect her from them, but I know that I was just stupid and thought that she was worthless and weak

But she was so much more than that

She was smart, strong, beautiful, brave, willing to fight for what she believed in, she was everything I could ask for

And I let her slip through my fingers like and idiot because I was so self-centered

After she left, my wolf wouldn't speak to me. I couldn't shift unless I needed to and I was extremely weak.

Not being around her didn't just effect my wolf, but took its toll on me as well.

I barley ever left my own room, in fact my beta ran the pack until she came back,

Like a light in the dark, she drew me out of my cave, but then she was taken from me again by him

If i don't get her back I don't know what I'll do...

I just want my mate back