i don't want to hurt you

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I walk out of the bathroom shirtless and go to my bedside table to grab a pack of cigarettes and I take them to the balcony.

I sit down on the metal chair and light the cigarette taking in a puff and I close my eyes and lean back letting the breeze brush over me.

I stub the cigarette end and throw it into the ashtray and stand up going back to a sleeping Angeline who is now facing the other side of the room

I blow out a breath and lie back into the sheets and look over at a sleeping Angeline who has her long tan leg slung over the covers.

I close my eyes tasting the aftertaste of cigarettes and I wipe my sweat from my forehead and turn onto the other side of the bed.

I unlock my office door as the helm rings out signal the start of lessons. I push open the door and slide into my seat tapping my fingers against the handles

"Merda" I say under my breath and I look up to see someone at the door, of course it's Cara. The girl that infuriates me yet excites me.

"Hi Sir" she says stepping in and I nod at her smiling softly to seem polite but I woke up this morning with a headache and an angry Angeline.

"Hello Miss Delores, can I help?" I ask her and she nods biting her lip in a seductive yet secretive way that if I blinked I would've missed it.

"I wanted to know if Art club was on this Thursday?" She asks me and I raise an eyebrow as I wasn't expecting her to ask that

"Yes it's on" I say confirming and she nods bringing her hair back from he ponytail and she gives me one last smile, looking at a photo.

The photo was one of me and my mum back in Italy when I was twenty years old. I remember that day very vividly, it's my favourite picture.

"Is this your mum?" She asks me stepping back in and she looks at the picture smiling and I nod pushing away from the desk

I go to stand next to her and I try not to stand closer to her so I can smell her expensive rose perfume that suits her so perfectly.

"She looks like you" she says and I nod at her shuffling a bit closer and she seems to notice this as the side of our hands touch

I pull my hand away and tuck it in my suit pocket but she grabs it and I'm glad the door is shut as the faculty would be watching a show right now.

"Cara, stop this" I whisper, my eyes making their ways over her perfect face and she has a ghost of a smile playing on her plump glossy lips.

"I can't stop, I'm sorry Salvatore" she says licking her lips and as much as I want to kiss her right now, Angeline's face invades my mind

"I'm with Angeline" I say pulling away like her touch scars my skin but she steps closer and I touch her lips with my thumb

"You're beautiful, you know you are. Cara, Mia Cara, I'm engaged, I love Angeline" I say gulping and she shakes her head kissing my thumb

"Does she kiss you like this?" She says looking into my eyes and I give in, I let my guard down just this time

Her lips are as soft as ever, even more soft than Italy and I deepen the kiss, biting her lip and she moans gripping onto me tighter.

"Oh Salvatore" she moans under her tongue and I kiss her lips harder and she tumbled into the desk knowing over a few papers

"Sorry" she says and I grab the back of her head and kiss her harder, needing her lips on mine as this will be the last time I can do this.

"You're my drug" she says to me and I chuckle as I grip her ass with my hands, culling it and then I squeeze it as my tongue dances with hers.

"I don't want to hurt you Cara. We're only going to hurt each other if we continue" I says and she pulls away looking into my eyes sadly.

"I know but I can't stop thinking about you damn it!"

"Mia Cara, you should go, the bell has gone. This will never happen again, I'm getting married next month" I say

"And?" She says to me and I looks at her with a weird look, "I've invited you and your father" I say and her smile drops.

"What?" She says but it gets took in the wind and I watch as she grabs her stuff, I attempt to take her arm with my hand but she brushes past me unaware

"Cara wait!"

A/N

uh ohhhh trouble in paradise?

I've been using my skateboard with my friend and we are having the best time, like we're not too bad at it lol 😂

I also did a DIY at home photoshoot in my parents room haha, it was quite fun and I posted some pics on my insta! x

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