dear diary,
chanhee had me and younghoon come over after school today and it felt awkward to see younghoon again when i haven't seen him since he kissed my cheek and held my hands.
i couldn't even look at the elder in the eye or at him for that matter. it was just going to remind me of what sunwoo said, 'maybe younghoon has a crush on you.'
i didn't want younghoon getting hurt if i possibly get to date chanhee.
if he likes me he'll be devastated and heartbroken just like haebyeol.
i really, really miss her.
i want to be able to go to her house and vise versa. i wanted to joke around with my bestfriend again.
why did i have to be so clumsy?
— changmin
