dear diary,
this is the most ever wrote in one day...
i keep stopping and keep writing once again because all these feelings i'm having are too overwhelming.
maybe i should call chanhee.
maybe hearing his voice will make me feel better and less depressed.
haebyeol broke my heart, and i know for sure that i broke hers but it hurt not hanging out and laughing with her everyday and i think sunwoo noticed that during practice today.
him and haknyeon kept asking if i was okay and i always said that i was fine but i'm really not and i really hate lying.
i should just take a nap and try to forget everything.
this is just too much right now.
— changmin
