I squished myself into the corner of the treehouse. The air was getting colder and I was starting to shiver.
I used to come here with Bokuto. We would sit here and cuddle. But before that, I would sit here with my best friend. Well, ex-best friend.
That's when I learnt I couldn't let people in. Couldn't let people get to my heart. I told myself I would lock up my feelings.
That was until Bokuto came along. I felt drawn to him. I needed him.
But then this happened. And I remembered the moment you start to believe they care, you find out they don't in a matter of seconds.
I sighed to myself. I didn't want to go home yet. It's not like my parents will be 'worried sick'.
The soft breeze on my cheek was comforting. I could feel myself drifting into sleep. Just as my eyes were closing I heard a - CREEK!
I shot up. Someone was climbing up the ladder. I had left the hatch unlocked as this place wasn't easy to find. I looked out of the small window. Too hight to jump.
Then, I saw a tuft of grey and black hair. I relaxed and sunk back into the corner, my back facing the entrance. I had no intention of speaking with Bokuto.
"Akaashi!?" I heard his voice cry out. "It's me, Bokuto. Can we talk? I need to ask you something!"
I didn't answer. He was going to find me if he climbed the rest of the way up anyway.
Once he reached the top, I could feel his eyes boring into me. His footsteps made their way over to me, but I refused to turn around.
By now, my shivers could be seen. I was shaking a lot. Something warm encased my back and shoulders. I turned around to find Bokuto's jacket over me.
I looked up into his eyes (I originally put yees XD) And I fell in love all over again. No matter how much I tried, I couldn't lock my feelings away from him.
Bokuto staired apologetically at me. "Wanna talk about it?" he asked.
I immediately knew what he meant. And I was relieved that he finally understood what I was upset about. I nodded my head.
He sat down in front of me. I released myself from the ball I was in and leant against the wall.
Then... I released my emotions. I finally opened up. Something I had only ever done once before. And, to be honest, it felt good.
After explaining all that had been going on in my life, I sat there and cried. After a while, I remembered how much I missed being in Bokuto's arms and practically threw myself at him. I had forgotten all about today's events.
This is how it is meant to be.
Everything is fine.
Nothing can get in the way of me having a smooth relationship again - I hope...
To be continued...
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Secrets (Bokuto X Akaashi) COMPLETED
FanfictionThings in Bokuto's life aren't going well. But it all starts to turn around when a new person enters his life. Disclaimer - there will be self harm and abuse so I would advise no to read if that makes you upset or uncomfortable.