SHY? SHY? Come back baby my mom says standing over me along with kay and cam. Why the hell would you try to kill yourself? Kay asks what was your purpose? I could tell she was upset because that vein in her neck came out. I sat up on the nurse bed I wanna go home, mom. I looked at kay she still had her eyes on me as I got up. Let get you home baby my mom said on the drive back home it was total silence. I wanted to say something to my mom but I was scared to tell her what happened. Do you know I love you shy? My mom asked I told her yes, I know me and you haven't had that mom an daughter relationship but I wanna have that with you. I just wanted to let you know that I love you with all my heart. I look at her she had tears in her eyes I love you too mommy and I'm sorry for putting you through all this bull shit. When we made it into the house she hugged me so tightly. I went up to my room and took some clothes out I got the shower. Bent down in started crying Because I knew I let the people that care about me down. I stayed in the shower for almost 30 minutes I got out and put on my boy shorts and tank top. I laid in my bed for a while till I got a text message from kay💙:
Can I come over? Are you at home by yourself? I wanna talk to you about something.
